7-22-2k23+
I’m currently on a tablet and making this since I don’t want the bad vibe of the unintended final entry on here https://www.7cups.com/forum/journal/General_2520/Musicings_308743/?post=3312708 to be something I see again.
No shame, no one is judging the literary quality of the last journal etc,etc.
Thinking ‘going forward’ later today or not, I’m meaning to buy (compression ?, exercise tights ?, male yoga pants ?) which is something I don’t look forward to since it’d not only mean the friggin tedium of venturing to some achingly bougie mall but look for ‘bottoms’ as in pants or shorts never seems to be fun for someone my size, much less for a niche function and role..
-_- Yet the membership is only for a month and the tedium of an Amazon product request and delivery comes with it’s own diciness.
=_= mmmm....https://www.amazon.ca/dp/B08MMKYX4P/?language=en_CA&cstrackid=728436cc-85bb-4d9d-b783-ea7c1c5234c6&tag=wwwphilipsca1-20&th=1...btw a 'bells and whistles' laden high-pressure water flosser and paying out of pocket for addition dental hygienist appointments throughout the year, I worry to opt for the latter since I admit I might well loose motivation to do the former.
Teeth brushing is a slog in that you're meant to do it during the waking grogginess of a monotony you don't look forward to doing or during the end phase of that day's activity when you're most likely in the final pre-dozing off stages, too unfocused to concentrate and hence after several months you semi-painfully make a costly visit hygienist to be told how you did mediocrely in terms of maintenance and goodness forbid it turns out more appointments like reworking dental fillings needs to be done again.
Not sports cars, not designer brand clothes, not former celebrity belonging collectibles but such a service like extra dental hygienist appointments or actually being open to buying high-pressure but highly expensive water flossers would be such a sort of thing I'd seek were my income in 'the Bezos' range since it's experimenting with items for non-trivial outcomes (oral hygiene in this case).
Money gives you confidence, money gives you (self-(?))trust...-_- is a f--king odious sentiment to agree with when the world will smother you for not agreeing with that contrived form of irresponsibly espoused human empiricism it's contrived even if once 'the dust settle' and climate change destruction makes unambiguous mythology like destruction you can be honest to say how that was always a lie you recognized but were forced choicelessly into but too many jerkwads to name.
=_= >_< *seethering sigh*..this actually seemed encouraging
https://www.***.com/p/CvXEYFluuEZ/
loving how there's apparently a locally operating group making speed dating events and giving age entry parameters to boot but it f--g s--ks how it's at locations deeply limited for when it comes to food or non-alcoholic drinks.
>_< >~< So close,so close,so close this time !. Why can't these sorts of things be done at cafes more often ?!.
Back in 2021 until my birthday last year saying ~'the youngest I'd date is 4 yrs younger than me' would've meant a limit of age 26, a number special for arguably being the last time you can say 'mid 20's' . "=u= In a few weeks, that number limit will be 28.
If I'm to expect for a nephew, I wonder if they'll grow up to look like Joseph Gordon-Levitt or a certain pre-pandemic coworker, I was gracious to make acquaintance with.
I’m somehow suppose to believe this ?: https://www.insider.com/skibidi-toilet-gen-z-alpha-memes-internet-culture-outdated-old-2023-7
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The speculated given on which so much of post ‘dust has settled’ lockdown life was hinging on: https://www.msn.com/en-ca/news/canada/border-duty-free-shops-call-for-complete-forgiveness-of-pandemic-loans/ar-AA1eKw4h?ocid=mailsignout&pc=U591&cvid=5e3cb5d121274aed9f91443067946a5c&ei=18
'Airplanes' by Bob ft.Hayley Williams is definitely a nice one for duet karaoke.
The ~'version 2'(?) version with Eminem, not so much even if it's arguably the more intense one.
I find it funny how in a recent Anthony Fantano q&a video take up he did, he said that contemporary rappers called the production on 80’s stuff ~’like [banging] pots and pans’ xD
It’s not lost on me how the deterioration of the world makes for non-family forming endorsing attitudes but those who make it a shtick on social media to claim neurodivergence d—n well might reconsider identifying themselves as such when accounting for how it can be passed down hereditarily, autism spectrum included.
Maybe for such families to catch on it might well mean something of a future of recognized ~’differently a led communities’ like how it’s like for those who are born deaf to deaf parents but again it’s one of those for which technically have the tech whether mechanical or in software automation like AI or the internet’s networking capabilities but we misguidedly say that destructively archaic attitudes laden with prejudices and anti-UBI attitudes have a right to exist when it’s *** perturbing how we might well be collective pushovers to use a delicate and polarizing right like assisted death on ppl with disabilities (>_< >8I even mental health ones for f—is sake!) who can’t afford competent livelihood expense coverage and a ceiling over the head sooner than we’d ever allow for affordable housing b/c “you didn’t hustle enough !, you didn’t pull your bootstraps enough !, you didn’t act blue-collar enough in an increasingly transaction service based world where the resources to be blue-collar in saying construction and farming aren’t really all that fruitful since the environment’s got all f—d up and anything hand built is ignorantly overpriced enough !, might makes right and you’re not mighty enough !, enough to afford the weight of raising kids or even ever having an acceptably adulting heteronormative relationship and socializing habits enough !’.
My usual not unusual fixation hitting me and bringing me to sorrow here. Part of the problem is always never sleeping on time
Xatu can see into the future and seeing an Absol is often an omen of something destructive incoming even if Absol definitely isn’t the cause of it. Might Xatu behave less reclusive and ‘tell others’ (Pokémon or human) after foresights wherein they saw an Absol ?. Might the interactions be something like this ?: 0:16+ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-iJrijyx5Oc
This part of Pokémon lore might’ve been more fleshed out to some degrees in the ‘mystery dungeon’ series but I can see something like this being worked into the story of the next Gen maybe with regional variants of both -mons
Wondering if dollar stores sell anti-rust sprays since I just found out it's a thing which can attend to curtain rod rust which I'd previously've thought unable to diminish, but thankfully now have nearly a month and year after moving in.
Remorse over a past posting wherein I brought up how much fun certain Nintendo based takes of famous Hispano-Carribbean dance songs were. I'm remorsing b/c I can't take the if not homophobic then heterosexist or in some other way offensive word which is used quite 'non-specifically, casually'..
think the 'friendly' or 'affectionate' cadence or attitude in which American or British based speakers might say 'm'fer' or 'genderized c word rhyming with runt [-_- which is somewhat famously a thing in European and Carribbean based Spanish vernacular]' but instead it's a phrase basically quite d--n close to 'c--ks--k--r' , which I disapprove of as using as a slur esp. in a gender diversity endorsing world where it's none of my concern how ppl practice coitus or it's operational equivalent.
The thought of those parts of the song >_< were bugging me at work. Frig !, why that word !?. why that level of dated and optimally obosolete puerility ?. The songs work fine without them !.