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I’m currently on a tablet and making this since I don’t want the bad vibe of the unintended final entry on here https://www.7cups.com/forum/journal/General_2520/Musicings_308743/?post=3312708 to be something I see again.
No shame, no one is judging the literary quality of the last journal etc,etc.
Thinking ‘going forward’ later today or not, I’m meaning to buy (compression ?, exercise tights ?, male yoga pants ?) which is something I don’t look forward to since it’d not only mean the friggin tedium of venturing to some achingly bougie mall but look for ‘bottoms’ as in pants or shorts never seems to be fun for someone my size, much less for a niche function and role..
-_- Yet the membership is only for a month and the tedium of an Amazon product request and delivery comes with it’s own diciness.
After having seen a trailer overnight showing how the late Gilbert Gottfried voices a character in the upcoming ~'Mortal kombat legacy: Cage match' (it might well've been one of his final roles), I think to myself he was definitely the sort of person who I could see ppl trying to come up with reasons to justify having an AI voice equivalent of.
Or in rares case of certain VA succumbing to scandal, maybe sooner an AI replacement instead of doing auditions for 'soundalikes'
(My thought after seeing this headliner: https://www.polygon.com/sdcc/23803715/rick-morty-season-7-justin-roiland-anime-first-look-comic-con )
I remember years ago my parents (or at least my dad) saying stuff about the 'angel trumpet' planet, it's psychoactive properties and how it's banned. Could swear that I saw some around the tree of someone's front yard heading back, in the off chance that it's not just some variant of lilies of the white coloured kind.
A month from now, my years of chronological giftedness turns into a number above the maximum number of days a month can have.
It is a more rare privilege to say that regarding timeliness in one sense even more so than how you can say you live through the numeric orderliness of December 3rd, 1:23 a.m.
Blinky Bill, Bananas in pyjamas, Johnson and friends, The Wiggles and more recently Bluey.
Australia's presence in toddler style media at least for ~30 yrs and stretching back to the 1930's if you include the first one.
`u` Live action Bananas in pyjamas and Johnson and friends I fondly remember
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No time for bad
No time for good
No time for ugly
On this day what falsehood should I put under foot ?
No time for good
No time for bad
No time for ugly
On this day, I should be glad to not be sad
No time for ugly
No time for good
No time for bad
I still have the better sense to hug ye
If https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VASywEuqFd8
If we were radically honest about ourselves and telling it to others so many of us would claim misanthropy but would still self-decieve ourselves into the usual indifference or apathy when interacting with others..or 'boredom' that rage spread thin, that dread or fear of desirable change not happening spread thin and projected onto the world, blustering like a fool, like a recent clerk at an iffy takeout place, the kind where the one or two 'staff' ppl are barely not scowly faced and not wanting to be there, you wondering how the h--l do they sell to cover location rent let alone meaningful profit..
always dependent on cliques and so stupidly tactless unless you're stupid enough, gaudy enough to be peacocking wherewithal that they'll chase you out with little remorse to how they're not gaining new customers/business
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https://www.chess.com/game/dc9fa1b0-2ddf-11ee-8f61-69a43701000f
Never anyone to talk with,Never anyone to talk with,Never anyone to talk with,Never anyone to talk with,Never anyone to talk with,
Who isn't an idiot and is appealing,who isn't an idiot and is appealing,who isn't an idiot and is appealing,,
D--n resorting to porn*
31M..ought to be coupled up with someone making out and/or cuddling with them most every night before sleeping instead of that sorrowfully sophomoric and tiring poison of a monotony which the other elements of the internet and life, like stupid fees and point systems for live streaming or lack of UBI bring in
Please no pest, plumbing, fridge or work issues, super please.
* how it makes me feel https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VASywEuqFd8 --- 'hang over' phase incoming...x~x >_<
Hang over incoming..one coworker I'm sort of weary and afraid of not returning from vay-kay yet
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https://www.chess.com/game/dc9fa1b0-2ddf-11ee-8f61-69a43701000f
~3:40 am here---I want to ditch this site, I want to go under but all the fts and formats to be 'resurrected' as a different site under a different name and with only the most meaningfully relevant of the listeners leftover to find out about the new version...
This is important to me as I increasingly feel less comfortable with thinking on how a woman is attractive unless I know for certain they're 28+ .
Attractive women over 30 exist and this is important to keep in mind as you get older even if society barely highlights this and even though it is a struggle to keep in mind.
Sure, you learn the most from your mistakes but truthfully I don’t want to spend so much time studying (hence wanting to assure racked up victories)
That’s typed up with chess in mind
Midjourney AI working for me again plus sleep which was actually restful
more jazz based karaoke caliber songs
Careless whisper by George Michael
Smooth operator by Sade
Virtual insanity by Jamiroquai
Ppl understanding what a microcelebrity on new micro-/'social' media is, is so nitpicky that it's barely worth more than shallow bunk and trivial all the more.
~130 yrs ago there might've been a 'final batch' of ppl who're aware of theatre actors of national or maybe even global reknown (John Wilkes Booth older siblings comes to mind)..we might well be at that point with movie celebrities at least within English speaking nations.
Hollywood writer and actor strikes anyone ? --"Whenever there is something like a writers strike, just remember that we really don't need entertainment or whatever more than the people making that entertainment need healthcare and a decent wage."
Booth's older sibling (singular), a brother, I meant
Related: https://youtu.be/bkBmexuiSUY
Woke comparitively late and work awaits but I at least want to say this..
It s--ks to not be cooking when you know you're capable of it, due to time constraints etc and the wait to do so is like being an astronaut for whom they can't expect to be cooking in an ordinary way until whensoever they return to Earth.
So tiring to have been depending on cereal this week
Love the attitude and/or demeanor of James McCloud in the 'A fox in space: episode 2' video enough to say I which mine was the same.
Great use of music and timing the absence of music throughout.
So many toys, so little time.
Lockdown free time craving.
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You can't ever pick and choose your followers
You can't ever really control who winds up liking you
:D One of those day when I might be able to let music and podcasts play aloud since no one else is in the workroom area ! xD
It occurs to me, it finally occurs to me to make it a habit that after a particularly angsty Reddit posting to post 2 or more things in the say 'wholesome' threads.
Upcoming hassles for next week: return some clothes to a bougie mall, send some clothes back to Amazon for a larger sized version.
Busy week this one and the next one.
Edie Brauer store clerk was super nice whence it came to the refund.
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That one rapper ~'Da Baby's song where he goes 'wah wah wah' like the crying of his namesake..when my brother had it playing in the car on the way home, 'u' my mom said something cheeky around that part which I really wish I could remember.
Currently in park: quiet enough since not too close to main roads, many family members with prepubescent children, nice weather and convenience of location
On a bench, not having a hyped conversation w/anyone..does soaking this in, 'basking in it' still count as extraversion* ?
* gaining energy from others
A straight line is the shortest distance between two points
Stupid bizarre text formatting when you try to copy and paste something =_=
I regretfully threw a cuss laden verbal abuse spewing against a family pet yesterday and today I found out about how an unstable relative is threatening to harm said pet -_- .
One reason it might not appeal to me whence ppl say that a certain community is known for extraversion and/or 'being party animals' is that, quite often winds up meaning that substance use (like say alcohol) is all too normative and the attitudes which come with such drinking habits as ones I personally am not comfortable around.
Lightning in the distance ? but no thunder or rain here..or it is lighting related to the top floor areas around the nearby hospital
- : mixing up Lysol disinfectant spray with that of Febreeze
+ : my sister giving me a ride
+ : having come across a travel guide specifically about gender diversity friendly locales and events around the world.
Sure, I think that when it comes to those locations sometimes they might opt for a more extroverted or 'flamboyant' expression of gender diversity, which is not really always accurate..but I'd like to think that in the places listed they might well be more accepting of introverted temperments and dispositions as well
+ : Coming across two Haruki Murakami books in Spanish
'The Pride atlas' by Maartje Hensen was what it was called
=_= mmmm....https://www.amazon.ca/dp/B08MMKYX4P/?language=en_CA&cstrackid=728436cc-85bb-4d9d-b783-ea7c1c5234c6&tag=wwwphilipsca1-20&th=1...btw a 'bells and whistles' laden high-pressure water flosser and paying out of pocket for addition dental hygienist appointments throughout the year, I worry to opt for the latter since I admit I might well loose motivation to do the former.
Teeth brushing is a slog in that you're meant to do it during the waking grogginess of a monotony you don't look forward to doing or during the end phase of that day's activity when you're most likely in the final pre-dozing off stages, too unfocused to concentrate and hence after several months you semi-painfully make a costly visit hygienist to be told how you did mediocrely in terms of maintenance and goodness forbid it turns out more appointments like reworking dental fillings needs to be done again.
Not sports cars, not designer brand clothes, not former celebrity belonging collectibles but such a service like extra dental hygienist appointments or actually being open to buying high-pressure but highly expensive water flossers would be such a sort of thing I'd seek were my income in 'the Bezos' range since it's experimenting with items for non-trivial outcomes (oral hygiene in this case).
Money gives you confidence, money gives you (self-(?))trust...-_- is a f--king odious sentiment to agree with when the world will smother you for not agreeing with that contrived form of irresponsibly espoused human empiricism it's contrived even if once 'the dust settle' and climate change destruction makes unambiguous mythology like destruction you can be honest to say how that was always a lie you recognized but were forced choicelessly into but too many jerkwads to name.
3 maybe =_= 4 dental hygienist appointments throughout a year might make for competent upkeep imo.
=_= >_< *seethering sigh*..this actually seemed encouraging
https://www.***.com/p/CvXEYFluuEZ/
loving how there's apparently a locally operating group making speed dating events and giving age entry parameters to boot but it f--g s--ks how it's at locations deeply limited for when it comes to food or non-alcoholic drinks.
>_< >~< So close,so close,so close this time !. Why can't these sorts of things be done at cafes more often ?!.
Back in 2021 until my birthday last year saying ~'the youngest I'd date is 4 yrs younger than me' would've meant a limit of age 26, a number special for arguably being the last time you can say 'mid 20's' . "=u= In a few weeks, that number limit will be 28.
If I'm to expect for a nephew, I wonder if they'll grow up to look like Joseph Gordon-Levitt or a certain pre-pandemic coworker, I was gracious to make acquaintance with.
I’m somehow suppose to believe this ?: https://www.insider.com/skibidi-toilet-gen-z-alpha-memes-internet-culture-outdated-old-2023-7
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The speculated given on which so much of post ‘dust has settled’ lockdown life was hinging on: https://www.msn.com/en-ca/news/canada/border-duty-free-shops-call-for-complete-forgiveness-of-pandemic-loans/ar-AA1eKw4h?ocid=mailsignout&pc=U591&cvid=5e3cb5d121274aed9f91443067946a5c&ei=18
'Airplanes' by Bob ft.Hayley Williams is definitely a nice one for duet karaoke.
The ~'version 2'(?) version with Eminem, not so much even if it's arguably the more intense one.
I find it funny how in a recent Anthony Fantano q&a video take up he did, he said that contemporary rappers called the production on 80’s stuff ~’like [banging] pots and pans’ xD
If more ppl actually knew how pop songs were structured* would there be so much of a fixation to garner hip-hop based 'flow' lyricism and dialogue like methods like with battle rapping ?. Expecting flawless non-repeating lyricism is a big ask.
* https://pin.it/AmZdWOx , https://pin.it/5cYAlrr
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