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https://www.7cups.com/forum/journal/General_2520/8292023_311904/
It's not b/c of an imaginary pressure I'm putting on myself to review things before my nephew arrives..
on the basis of 'chronological distance' of ~+a decade, I've earned the right to revisit earlier online journalling stuff I did..
https://www.psychforums.com/blog/xod_s/how_i_can%CA%B9t_understand_the_good_of_selffulfilling_prophecies_b-3449.html
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5. Don't be afraid of how far back you have to go to embrace something to your identity from before you were as messed up.
The events of reality, in the historical sense etc, of that which happened while you were between age's 7-17, that span of 10 years or "a decade, the wide network of impacts it had, can become the ones which very much wind up embedded in your core
i.e.2029 or 2030 to 2036 or 2037 for my 'Gen Alpha' nephew
The blessing of a personal journalling track which covers more than a decade + perspectives like can help mitigate/give a firm resistant to thinking you'll succumb to senescence in terms of life/worldview and attitude instead of prevailing in the face of it.
'New batch' same vulnerabilities or insecurities..
[the last entry on my previous journal seems good enough to be the starter for this one]
I'd not've fought before seeing this that it was feasible nowadays to be a stowaway on an airplane: https://nypost.com/2024/01/27/news/russian-man-sergey-ochigava-found-guilty-of-being-a-stowaway-to-lax/
*the*ought not fought.
Lovely misty fog while leaving work. Making me wonder how how it might differ if I were on a more coastal area (a few blocks north into the city at the shore of Lake Ontario which we call Bayfront).
I'm glad for how when I was a toddler my parents told me things which deterred me from liking bullfighting, even though I don't think I ever got comments about how a fueling eye appealing, I found rodeos which definitely rely on an element of compromised animal welfare as well but not nearly as often, apparently to an extent as fatal (for the animal; I'd like to think that nowadays there are vets on the sidelines ?).
I remember also a handful of times when near grocery stores. I would go on a little mechanical vehicle for a bit.. watching this music video* and the smooth the song, I see a mechanical bull which I have heard of adults riding at country themed bars etc. I would think that those are more intense in their own ways than the sort of things I rode on when I was a toddler and I wonder if I had known of them back then that I would have understood all the better that the thrill of being on an agitated hoofed farm animal could be met without a compromise to a non-human's well-being.
* https://youtu.be/vR-4l5M_MQ8?si=zxNC4XwBq27cPFFc
Hay un poema de Langston Hughes en que dice que la libertad tiene que ser luchado por cada generación..
me hace pensar como la libertad es igual un concepto abstracto como la fuerza pero no significa que haga cesar que la gente se asfixia tanto sobre eso. Con la fuerza esta fusionándolo con tamaño pero no soy corrientemente segur que seria el equivalente para la libertad..un equivalente que igual que fusionando la fuerza con el tamaño es/seria un fuente que desfortunadamente no hay escasez de los que sigirian ese concepto en un modo mal aconsejado y/o destructivo.
You were a real one
Ese momento cuando decides que la memoria de la mama recientemente fallecida de un amiga es mas precioso que los sonidos de abusos tontos y banales igual en el 2007 como en el 2024 por nunca haberbiendo falta de p--d--j--s para quienes pensando afuera de horas pagados es un novedad. Ese momento cuando decides pensarles como amiga o amigo por tal del compulsion de teniendo que atender a dolor distinto...momento temporario antes del regreso al incomodez al concepto de confiar a quien y como contarlo como amigo o no.
QDP
