my new virtual diary, day 1

Since i saw a lot of people writing diaries on here, i decided to contribute as well, because i want to express my feelings in a constructive way, at least i hope.

Day 1 of writing this and i'm feeling like a boulder is on my shoulders, burdened by my feelings and past relationships that have gone wrong. I'm hanging on by a thread, the meds having their effect but it is not just the way i live... i really need serenity and peace of mind.