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I have returned, worse than before
General Support / by bubbleField9847
Last post
 July 8th, 2023
...See more So I took a break from this wonderful website for some health related reasons, and I'm sad to say that I returned worse than I was before. I feel broken, in every way possible. And alone, oh so alone. I'm hanging barely by a thread, and my family does not understand my struggles at all. Don't know if it's the right thread, just needed to vent. If anyone wants to talk to me, I'd greatly appreciate that.
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My virtual dairy: day 4
Journals & Diaries / by bubbleField9847
Last post
 February 16th, 2023
...See more I'm out of the loop again, feeling lonely and needing attention when I need to search for answers inside myself and not necessarily outward. Why is life so *** hard?
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I need to know people outside
General Support / by bubbleField9847
Last post
 February 15th, 2023
...See more I can't have my presence solely online and I need to expand my circle of friends. It is such a disgrace that I don't have any friends in the real world... I'm sure with the right mindset this will change.
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My virtual dairy: day 2
Journals & Diaries / by bubbleField9847
Last post
 February 13th, 2023
...See more Today I went out for a walk through nature and it has been very regenerative, although I still feel bad about a lot of things. Loneliness cripples me in many areas, but I try to stay strong and keep going...
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my new virtual diary, day 1
Journals & Diaries / by bubbleField9847
Last post
 February 12th, 2023
...See more Since i saw a lot of people writing diaries on here, i decided to contribute as well, because i want to express my feelings in a constructive way, at least i hope. Day 1 of writing this and i'm feeling like a boulder is on my shoulders, burdened by my feelings and past relationships that have gone wrong. I'm hanging on by a thread, the meds having their effect but it is not just the way i live... i really need serenity and peace of mind.
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really down with the weather (is this how you say it?)
General Support / by bubbleField9847
Last post
 February 13th, 2023
...See more this is one of those days that i feel really lonely and absolutely hopeless. It feels like my life has been spiralling out of control since after i was 19 years of age (i'm 26 now) and i'm practically living in the past since the present is so difficult to wade through. I don't have any friends irl, just online because there seems to be a pattern in my behaviour that ultimately drives them away. And i put all the effort that i can in my relationships, but apparently it ain't enough and it hurts so *** much there are days i really can't take it. Fortunately i'm in therapy and i can discuss these things with my therapist, but the hole in my soul still remains and i want to expand my horizons, so to speak. In the end, if you feel lonely as well and with an ''hole'' in your soul you can dm me no problem, i'd be happy to know you... and maybe, with some words of encouragement, we can both find solace. See you around!
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hey there
General Support / by bubbleField9847
Last post
 February 10th, 2023
...See more I just got diagnosed with BPD and was searching for some communities to join, and possibly find people like me. Hope the path won't be as difficult as i think :')
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Hello there!
Newbie Hub / by bubbleField9847
Last post
 February 11th, 2023
...See more Hello there, 7 Cups Community! This is not my first foray into a mental health community, since i've joined this very website when maybe i was 17/18 years of age (im 26 now) and i had a terrible experience with a listener who judged me so harshly for my problems that i quit the site immediately and never came back till now. I've grown up now and recognise he probably was an extremely ignorant and pathetic individual without empathy. But, let's focus on the present. I recently got diagnosed with BPD and was searching for an online community where to find people like me, i even tried some *** servers, but with no avail. Then i was on google and the site appeared and i said ''oh well, let's give it another chanche.'' and here i am. I'm still wary of listeners here because of that experience, and i'll probably mainly partecipate more in the threads of the community, which seems pretty friendly and open minded. Well, i'll see you around!
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