moonspace. (my lonely corner)
TW just in case.
hi,
this is just my new diary thread. :') …i was going to write an introduction and then a paragraph or two about why im making this new space until i realised i’m not a person worth knowing anyways, and nothing i say would actually matter. now that i think about it most of what i'd write would be pathetic.
*i’m doing it again - being pathetic. ugh.* anyways… there is just one note i’d like to add here… please, no replies 💜 unless i have tagged you somewhere in this space. i probably won’t be tagging anyone right now though.
this is just my new corner. my lonely space.
thanks for reading :')
- ni.
really sick of myself.
so, hi…
i'm still here. i didn’t leave. at least i didn’t leave for good and i don’t think i will lmao. maybe i’m slightly addicted to this place or idk how you would call it. i don’t want my threads gone. especially the pen pal ones. especially the one i had with flora. i checked the help centre thing… and apparently i think you *can* ask to get all of your stuff back after deleting everything. but yeah they do take a while to reply, they didn’t even reply to my requests… i kind of gave up on deleting the account so i was like, we'll keep it, it’s fine. i only come on here every now and then. not every day like i used to.
i’m useless here. all of the friends i’ve made here are hurting, we are all struggling and hurting somehow. and i can’t help anyone. idk how to help, which is… how i am. i’m literally useless when it comes to helping people. i’m useless here, i feel useless which is one reason i don’t talk to anybody much.
i guess i've been okay. i've been fine. at least that’s what i like to say
bruh why am i saying i’ve been okay like that it’s not like anyone gives a *** lmfao.
my brother is leaving for college in a week. in exactly a week. i think i'll miss him but i won't miss him a whole lot. idk dude. idek. so my parents were like let's have some fun or whatever before he leaves, so we went to some resort near a beach. there was like a private pool. and yeah. i guess it was fun… idk.
