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moonspace. (my lonely corner)

TW just in case.

hi, 

this is just my new diary thread. :') …i was going to write an introduction and then a paragraph or two about why im making this new space until i realised i’m not a person worth knowing anyways, and nothing i say would actually matter. now that i think about it most of what i'd write would be pathetic.

*i’m doing it again - being pathetic. ugh.* anyways… there is just one note i’d like to add here… please, no replies 💜 unless i have tagged you somewhere in this space. i probably won’t be tagging anyone right now though. 

this is just my new corner. my lonely space. 

thanks for reading :') 

- ni.

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LoveMyMoonflowers OP September 29th

mm

LoveMyMoonflowers OP September 29th

“at this rate we will go blind” 

dont say that, its irrational 

it’s irrational 


LoveMyMoonflowers OP September 29th

i always ask myself 

will this happen, will that happen 

somethig bad is always going to happen and you warn me of it and fill my brain with it every damn day 

something bad is always going to happen and when it doesn’t happen it drives me insane 

like why am i not anxious about it, and there you go something else to be anxious about 

LoveMyMoonflowers OP September 29th

where is the order for my thoughts 

LoveMyMoonflowers OP September 29th

i want to talk to those people again 

they are nice 

they pretend to understand me, and pretending makes me believe in the lie 

they pretend my silly little life matters, and it will mean something 

there is some queer kid in the earth 

a shockingly stupid one, that shockingly stupid one is me 

this kid does stupid things ever dang day 

this kid is dirty dirty dirty dirty disgusting disgusting always 

me 

myself 

that’s me 

no sir, it doesn’t matter, none of it matters 

bro you told me to come out to them, do you even know my parents 

do you even know what would happen if i told them i am the way i am 

you don’t know, that’s why you told me that, that’s why you made me believe my life meant something to you when it didn’t mean anything 

im sorry 

LoveMyMoonflowers OP September 29th

i’m sorry 

LoveMyMoonflowers OP September 29th

i’m just sorry 

LoveMyMoonflowers OP September 29th

i need to breathe, i want 

what do i want 

LoveMyMoonflowers OP September 29th

remember the other day we said we wanted to hibernate forever 

when was that, i don’t remember but i want to hibernate 

forever and ever and ever and ever 

LoveMyMoonflowers OP September 29th

i’m tired