moonspace. (my lonely corner)
TW just in case.
hi,
this is just my new diary thread. :') …i was going to write an introduction and then a paragraph or two about why im making this new space until i realised i’m not a person worth knowing anyways, and nothing i say would actually matter. now that i think about it most of what i'd write would be pathetic.
*i’m doing it again - being pathetic. ugh.* anyways… there is just one note i’d like to add here… please, no replies 💜 unless i have tagged you somewhere in this space. i probably won’t be tagging anyone right now though.
this is just my new corner. my lonely space.
thanks for reading :')
- ni.
i hate it man
tw transphobia, homophobia ***, religious stuff
conclusion:i’m demon possessed. isn’t that right dad, mom. Except, you don’t know it.
Idk why it hurts, it shouldn’t hurt, idk why *** *** *** man
*** me bro
it shouldn’t hurt. but it does
i’m not clean like them, not in any way
I wanna be clean
i hurt myself today
im tired
im okay though. i’m not okay, but im “okay” like it should be, lies are pretty
i’m tired
im not clean
im tired
***
tw sh
i am shockingly stupid
and i did something even more stupid today
they almost saw them, i held my sleeves down when at the sink, mom noticed she wanted to know what i was hiding underneath, i just told her i was cold which was stupid but i am shockingly stupid so no surprises there, but that didn’t work she wanted to see it everything i can’t show anyone, i told her that my arms were dry and itchy so i scratches a lot, it worked. she said its because of the dry weather, she told me to put something on the imaginary itches, it worked
i didn’t get caught i’d die honestly