in the wonders of my mind💗.

_{was I looking at the screen for that long- I just clicked post ;-; and like-}

_7:11

_{I’ll leave at 7:20 today :>} 

_{I actually wanna find the time to talk about stuff cause it’s worth talking about probably but I’m always so sos ossso tired by the time I get home} 

_{I’ll just get these bits over with so it’s easier later}

(deleted cause I had to go and now it’s 7:17- bye😭)

_{I’m back :’)}

_{okie I’m gonna- try to talk about my day now} 

_{I might fall asleep in the middle of it but it’s okay- I’m only trying-}

_{bare with me :>} 

_{hey :D hi. I missed you guys.. xD}

_{a couple of days ago I wrote a longggg update and it wasn’t anything close to all the things thatve happened and are happening and then guess what}

_{it got deleted.} 

_{but it’s fine.} 

_{can I talk about random stuff} 

_{my dads out with his friends but he has been for a long time so he could be back soon but- it’s fine.} 

_{I checked my weight and height and it’s been over a year since the last time I checked my height and idk how long it’s been since the last time I checked my weight and I calculated my bmi and}

_{im 58% average.}

_{so basically to put it lightly I’m on the heavier side.}

_{I go into court next wednesday} 

_{I woke up with random scratch marks on my face on I think wednesday} 

I was staring at myself in the mirror for a long time. and then I guess my brain shut off or something but then I only just noticed and I was so confused 

_{I don’t wanna talk about school :>} 

_{but guess what. my guy classmates friend from our year group lives in my apartment now.} 

and he saw me cause I was waiting for the elevator and he came from like idk another side-? and he couldn’t open the door and it’s see through and he was looking right at me cause I kept looking at him and looking away and then I had to speed walk and open the door and he was just watching me trying to figure it out and then he said thankyou and I said you’re welcome but- he knows me. and he saw me.

_{my screen glitched and the app closed and ofc I was near the end of another long post but my dads back so byebye I’ll be back tomorrow morning maybe but I might just be off for a while again} 

_{I saw someone get raped on the floor (with a chair.)}