in the wonders of my mind💗.
hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didn’t look like me🧐makes sense doesn’t it😛since there can only be one *me*✨one of a kind now arent I😁/sar. one out of 8118835999✨🌷can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss you’re also one of a kind💖 sorrysorry haha :P🤍im just messing around xD💞also it’s 2am- but shush no snitching🤫I’ll sleep in a while😁when I’m feeling a bit more sane :>😛🩷
wanted to have my own space.💜 for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.💙
to whoever's coming across :'3💜please dont lurk here.🩷 I know anyone can have access to this forum :')💙but please be respectful🩷.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :P💛 y’all get crazy nosy haha- it’s alright.💛nothing too interesting will be here anyway💛if you would like to come in and be supportive it’s completely okie💛but please don’t make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limit💛because I’d still like this to be just my space ^-^💛)
I still got stuff to yap bout but Imma give this space nd yalls notifications a break ;-:💕I only get one when someone posts but :P
@justmeeva
hihi lovely🩷so- just a couple minutes before you started posting in yur space again- I was replying to a cups friend in another forum (one that yur tagged in :0💕) and (literally-) just got the urge to check on yu- so I was maybe halfway through that reply(?) so I was like okay imma finish this and check on my friend🩷but my brains all like no check on them *now* ;-; so I summarized that reply up- and here I am :D suu how’re you lovely💗? I missed you honestly💞I think that upvote reminded me of yu hehe and I was like :0 eva :0💖how’s yur week been and school and home and- look I dunno why I’m being all mom but like😭I swear I just felt like checking on yu and my brains like it’s an urgent task we don’t have time to waste like what’re yu on about so I got scared😭but really are you okie..🩷? I feel like evafrends been a bit down lately and it makes me sad hah :')💕not yu- just that yu don’t deserve to feel/think the way I think you’ve been🩷but yus hehe how’re yu lovely💖?/nfta-ish xD /lh💕
@iloveyouxx
i’m sorry, i would’ve replied after i hearted it, which was over an hour ago (o.o) but my mom told me to put my phone away so :’)
it’s so sweet of you to check on me like that 🥺 i’m.. fine, i had a pretty big day today as my minibusiness went to a competition, but me being my difficult self it’s creating mixed feelings and all the other weird eva stuff :’) but it’s okay. i’m kinda “away” right now so if my sentences make no sense that’s why lol 🩷
i missed you too tbh, you visited my mind from time to time but i didn’t have the time nor the energy nor the motivation or anything to do anything besides posting to my eva’s crazy mind thread from time to time :’) i’m sorry 🩷
i managed to stay home monday and tuesday and our school break started from wednesday (though i had to go to school anyway to prepare for today, but it was okay and no studying still so) and well today was the competition event.. we didn’t win anything today but the people were so nice and friendly and we got a lot of motivation and good feedback so i’m happy about that hehe.
right now is one of the times where i want to hug you like not just an addition to the text like i want to give you a hug genuinely (don’t get me wrong all my hugs are genuine, rn is just- idk how to explain it.) so 🫂🫂🫂
what about you nadia fren? how are you? 🩷
@iloveyouxx
and.. not to invalidate your feelings, but i’d much rather if you stayed 🩷 because i love you nadiafren 🩷
@justmeeva
awe it’s okayyyy🩷my dad takes my device a lot su I end up replying late most of the time :P💜yu don’t have to apologize for ittt💕
hehe I felt like I needed to ;-;🩷
oo were kinda doing that but it’s optional :0💕and nu I understand- not what yur terms refer to💜but I think I’d be fighting with my mind if I were in yur place :’) mixed feelings I relate to sm💙I get the being away thing- it’s hard to get out of that🩷I know🩷
awwe I get that yu don’t have to apologize🥺💜it’s hard- reallyreally hard and I know it :’)🩷I don’t expect anything from yu ever🩷yu *being* eva is enough :P💕
:00 yur plan worked :00🩷once I skipped a whole week of school fake sick :P💙I dunno how I got away w that but I don’t think I can do it again :D💜awe yay nice people :3🤍I’m happy yur happy💖/vvgen💕
awwwwwwe (that’s the 3/6 sentence starter so far :D💕) nu I get what yu mean💗I feel like that every time I see yu being eva hehe :P💜supporting or struggling I just want to hug yu tight because people like yu are so rare it’s kinda cute- lemme explain cos I know I don’t make sense xD💙I think if- bare with me cos I suck at explaining- if yu went to space (ou okay we’re already like-😭) if yu went to space and I searched through all the 8 and a half(?) billion people no one would be eva-er than yu- yur like a gemstone haha💎💖or like.. the odd one out :P💕in the best way ever possible💗it’s crazy how a hooman could be *so* kind and nice and caring and loving and- just own such a beautiful soul💖and another hooman- but still a hooman- be so cruel and.. evil :’)🤍yu deserve so much more than yu think lovely and yu v much deserve to be helped too no💖? its okay to not say "I’m fine"/"I’m okay"🩷yk I’ve never ever seen yu like fully talk about yurself :P and that makes me a bit sad cos yu really deserve to have someone to talk to but ofc we don’t know if you’d like that🩷I think everyone could use someone to talk to. it’s okay to vent or rant or dump or be negative mhm :’)💕? and not bottle it up🩷it’s okay to prefer it that way- it’s okay.🩷yu don’t have to always explain why yu feel or think a specific way because I think some people would understand💗I feel so bad when I think about yu hah :’) maybe that’s what triggered the thought- that I had to check on yu?💕because you were always there for everyone until it got way too much and yu couldn’t fully be anymore. and not even now you’d thought of asking for help :’) god I’m such a mom what ;-;💜I don’t know how I got this to this point-? I think I’m just trying to say I care about yu💖and I reallyreallyreally hope yu get the help yu deserve and need💖or reach out for it💗
awe hehe yu don’t have to think about meeee :P💙I’m okie as long as yur okie💜but really yu don’t gotta think about me hehe xD I care too much about yu to talk about myself💖
/p (I just felt like adding that just in case lmaoo😭but seriously habjsihu😭)💕
yaaaaayyyy you’re back💖happy dance🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🎉✨💖
@justmeeva 💕
