in the wonders of my mind💗.

_{I think I just overwhelmed that other friend.}

_{you’re not always up to talk. and you’d normally want space first before you can.}

_{I haven’t seen any of n3on guys videos- idk what he used to think about all that was being said about him.}

_{but I still understand it.}

_{I’m sure loads of others didn’t get the “to see who cared about him” thing from the top of their head}

_{and make whole articles/news stories etc about it.}

_{I understand it so much tho I know I wouldn’t fake my death.}

_{you don’t have to relate to understand or empathize}

_{police sirens off again :’)}

_{I don’t get everyone}

_{but I try to understand them.}

_{I test w psychology on myself and others nd it’s so interesting to me-} 

I’ve wanted to become so many different things before. 

_{really random things.}

_{a hairdresser a teacher a singer a zookeeper a veterinarian a driver a pilot a kids doctor an engineer a youtuber a scientist}

etc

_{but psychology’s stick with me for a while now.}

_{I researched about everything you’d need.}

_{even universities and monthly salaries}

_{it takes like 12 years to get the job I want}

_{but I’d get it before I’m 30- maybe 28}

_{mm I’m thinking too far aren’t I ;-;-}

_{I won’t even get to become one hah :’)}

_{I want something that I can live with tho.-}

 _{why am I in such a 🤓 mood-}

_{the *average* salary for the job I wanted is like millions.-}

I’d become a surgeon like my cousin but god that’s scary-

_{dude where’d my personality go-}

_{I swear like when I think- with my brain ;-; my personality just disappears-} 

₃₂

_{I talk too much on here-}

_{I talk too much on here-}

_{Imma go watch a horror movie- I was gonna say if it’s good I’ll recommend it but they’re usually triggering ;-;-}

no school✨:D

_{enjoying it while it lastss-}

_{I still got stuff to yap bout but Imma give this space nd yalls notifications a break ;-:💕I only get one when someone posts but :P} 

_{poofing* before I get the urge to continue :D}

@justmeeva

hihi lovely🩷so- just a couple minutes before you started posting in yur space again- I was replying to a cups friend in another forum (one that yur tagged in :0💕) and (literally-) just got the urge to check on yu- so I was maybe halfway through that reply(?) so I was like okay imma finish this and check on my friend🩷but my brains all like no check on them *now* ;-; so I summarized that reply up- and here I am :D suu how’re you lovely💗? I missed you honestly💞I think that upvote reminded me of yu hehe and I was like :0 eva :0💖how’s yur week been and school and home and- look I dunno why I’m being all mom but like😭I swear I just felt like checking on yu and my brains like it’s an urgent task we don’t have time to waste like what’re yu on about so I got scared😭but really are you okie..🩷? I feel like evafrends been a bit down lately and it makes me sad hah :')💕not yu- just that yu don’t deserve to feel/think the way I think you’ve been🩷but yus hehe how’re yu lovely💖?/nfta-ish xD /lh💕