in the wonders of my mind💗.

_{they prolly gon make me become a doctor or smth.}

_{but I’m still picking psychology for gcse.} 

a lot of websites even said that n3on guy wanted to see who cared about him- it’s extreme but I can even empathize with that?

_{some of my cups friends keep saying they’re leaving and never coming back- then come back hours later and it’s a cycle- that makes everyone freak when they almost know they’re not actually leaving-. but I can kinda get that too. they’re trying to leave but they can’t. only difference is I don’t tell others incase I come back- they do to make sure they leave but when everyone starts saying things it gets even more overwhelming and they want to stay for longer.-}

_{most of my bullies have been in a really low position their whole life. it feels for to have power over others instead. it’s easy to let it get to you and just change you like that. being popular here doesn’t go with nice.}

_{I don’t get abusers or r-ists. I can’t empathize as much. I don’t understand them a lot. maybe abusers but not the others really.}

_{I think it’s just surrounding. what you’ve known. most of the time. one of my worst bullies- she turned over thousands of students against me from all primary secondary and senior- I lost all my friends. her mom’s deaf- no one knows it. she’s *spoiled*- not being rude but omg she really is- she got bullied in primary but in the last year these really popular girls asked if she wanted to be their friend and since then she’s been. like this.}

_Influenced.

_{people throw their life away to fit in with some disgusting group.}