in the wonders of my mind💗.

_{there’re so many people talking about it :’)}

_{he faked his death then showed up at his funeral}

_{there’re news bout it too-}

_{mmmm I don’t get opinions about people I don’t know :’)🤍}

_{weather calmed down today.}

_{the sky’s pretty again and people are going on walks}

_{I remember in year7 every school morning I’d go out that balcony and that early in the morning the wind felt amazing- it helped me wake up. and I’d see people going on runs and walks so early and I’d cheer for them in my head.} 

_{I looked at the sky and I prayed. even then I had a sky view album :P}

_{I didn’t have friends at school then either. I didn’t talk unless i was talked to but I was always such a positive kid :’)} 

_{I smiled at everyone anytime I could tho i thought my smile was ugly even then-}

_{I knew about others. how cruel they could be but i always thought everyone had a little king deep in them.}

_kind^*

_{I still think that.}

_{I mean- I know it. none of us are different species or anything.} 

_{we’re all so unique but it all links to basic humanity and psychology in general.}

no one’s born evil. 

_{we develop personalities.}

_{everyone has their own way of thinking.}

_{I don’t label people on actions.}

_{or looks}

_{or words.}

_{I just try :’) I try with others. to understand and empathize in any way possible. I always try to empathize.}

_{I want to become a psychologist. but I know my family wouldn’t let me.}

_{they prolly gon make me become a doctor or smth.}

_{but I’m still picking psychology for gcse.} 

a lot of websites even said that n3on guy wanted to see who cared about him- it’s extreme but I can even empathize with that?

_{some of my cups friends keep saying they’re leaving and never coming back- then come back hours later and it’s a cycle- that makes everyone freak when they almost know they’re not actually leaving-. but I can kinda get that too. they’re trying to leave but they can’t. only difference is I don’t tell others incase I come back- they do to make sure they leave but when everyone starts saying things it gets even more overwhelming and they want to stay for longer.-}

_{most of my bullies have been in a really low position their whole life. it feels for to have power over others instead. it’s easy to let it get to you and just change you like that. being popular here doesn’t go with nice.}

_{I don’t get abusers or r-ists. I can’t empathize as much. I don’t understand them a lot. maybe abusers but not the others really.}

_{I think it’s just surrounding. what you’ve known. most of the time. one of my worst bullies- she turned over thousands of students against me from all primary secondary and senior- I lost all my friends. her mom’s deaf- no one knows it. she’s *spoiled*- not being rude but omg she really is- she got bullied in primary but in the last year these really popular girls asked if she wanted to be their friend and since then she’s been. like this.}

_Influenced.

_{people throw their life away to fit in with some disgusting group.}

_{It’s so not worth it and you can’t even tell them cos atp they’re worse than their friends.}

_{they’re not even friends. they *** talk each other and fight all the time.}

_{they spread rumors about each other and put them down- they break their stuff and get them injured and make fun of them.}

_{like pls I’d rather be lonely ew-}

_{9 year olds at my school vape now.}

_{I wanna find out who sells them- vapes and blades.}

_{but if I did report them. It’s not like much would change would it.}

_{2000th reply :P}