in the wonders of my mind💗.

in a way where I could see everything happen right in front of me.

and then she ran out and slammed the door.

when I was 6 she visited- I didn’t even recognize her for a while 

she’d dyed her hair red and was smiling real wide- I got my smile from her haha :')

when I was 8 she called once. I asked when she was coming back.

(just like that :P)

she thought for a second and said maybe 3 years.

according to her she’d left me to suffer alone :') because of work. and not because my dad was a- fricking monster :') sorry.

he prolly has a camera somewhere.

or is behind me.. *** scary thoughts

:')

I saw something on the wall at night one time

I asked him what it was

he just muttered some things and left.

It’s almost 1am :')

hehe imma be off for a while- cya later lurkers😛📸

@iloveyouxx

/lh :PP🩷

mmmm I’m in lead class :')

whys he-

whys he still staring at me T^T

..

I swear :')

this is just getting freakier by the minute :')

dude you know I can hear right-

erm.

I’m in pe- 

but I don’t gotta do anything since I’m fasting :D

after spring week we have swimming every wednesday for 6 weeks :')

*sobs* :')

I’m not showing up to school in a swimming suit..

T^T

can I just plan how I’m gonn skip it lol :')

they said if you were sick you need a medical and doctor note T^T

they take it seriously cos everyone skips swimming like no one actually cares :')

can’t I just break a bone or something T^T

..

If I broke my leg they can’t force me to do anything..

ugh no wtf :')

maybe just get injured badly

swimming leggings are a thing apparently-