in the wonders of my mind💗.
hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didn’t look like me🧐makes sense doesn’t it😛since there can only be one *me*✨one of a kind now arent I😁/sar. one out of 8118835999✨🌷can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss you’re also one of a kind💖 sorrysorry haha :P🤍im just messing around xD💞also it’s 2am- but shush no snitching🤫I’ll sleep in a while😁when I’m feeling a bit more sane :>😛🩷
wanted to have my own space.💜 for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.💙
to whoever's coming across :'3💜please dont lurk here.🩷 I know anyone can have access to this forum :')💙but please be respectful🩷.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :P💛 y’all get crazy nosy haha- it’s alright.💛nothing too interesting will be here anyway💛if you would like to come in and be supportive it’s completely okie💛but please don’t make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limit💛because I’d still like this to be just my space ^-^💛)
the thing is. we were taking about it in drama. the whole story and everything. and there’s *alot* backing her up but also *alot* that leads to thinking she was the murderer but I don’t think she was.-
You made me heartless, probably a killer
I feel psychotic, you crossed the line
Now I take narcotics to ease my mind
I don't like the darkness
Cause it reminds me of myself
Lately, I been wishin I was any. body. else.
And I'm just hashin it out but you can't really tell
Even the voices in my head are telling me to go to ***
Wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy
Said I'm fine but I just pretend to be
And nobody knows what gets to me
It's not really just my anxiety
It's the way we preach sobriety
It's the teachings of society
Show your vulnerability
I know it's hard,
I know it's scary
Some burdens you just cannot bury
Deep inside a cemetery
Or some kind of sanctuary
My relationship with God, it varies
Maybe it's hereditary
Hopefully just temporary
But why do I feel secondary?
Kickin' it, layin' back
Chillin' in a looney bin
Locked up in a piggy pen
Waitin' 'til the drugs kick in
Spongey wungey dungeon
Eyes are red and rollie in
Crawlin' in my skin again.
Kickin' it, layin' back
Waitin' on the time to pass
Caged in like a maniac
Feel like an insomniac
Locked up like the zodiac
Just wait until this beast attacks.
'Cause it reminds me of myself
Lately, I been wishin' I was any. body. else.
And I'm just hashin' it out but you can't really tell
Even the voices in my head are telling me to go to ***
