I get that I live in an abusive household but there Is no way I'm opening up to strangers

@amiableBunny4016

It's so heartbreaking to see you hurting so much and hear how painful your world currently feels for you, super valid to feel exhausted having to make it to today when it wasn't easy or comfortable for you to do so. :(

You know Bunny, it's okie to break apart sometimes, if you're feeling everything is breaking apart around you too and if you feel fragile as glass currently, that's alright, your feelings are valid and you are allowed to have your space to express how you feel.

Your struggles are valid, Bunny but you aren't limited by them, you'll always be more than your struggles.

I'm unable to make out what the stars are for, but perhaps it's a sign that you're a star, so whatever it is you're trying to type for yourself, it turns into a star, exactly like you, who shines so bright filling the entire sky with so much light.

You're accepted and loved when you're shining the brightest, and you're accepted and loved the same (okay like 58% more) when you aren't.

So many people who love you here, they love you for *you*, and their love wouldn't change for you, no matter how many starry words you use for yourself.

It's okay to question the love though, sometimes when everything seems dark around us and specially when it grows dark inside us, the light too doesn't feel comforting, it feels rather pesky in the eyes and annoyingly poking-right?

This light filled with love and care for you might also try to enter through any openings it sees, feeling like glass, as you said, there might be a strong reflection too, but you are still allowed to take your time to welcome the light, Bunny.

It wouldn't mean the light isnt there or that it is going off anytime soon though, it just means the light's gonna be patient for you welcome it inside, at your pace. Till then, the light will do its best to keep you as warm it could from the outside reminding you it's there always also because there's a lil sneaky light inside you too which deserves to a let out as well, all at your pace though, always, we got no rush here.

C a n t sleep

My first cuppaversy in 6 days :')

I have no use here. People can remember me as that *** girl who was here and now is gone

Sleeping. I need to be sleeping. Also is there any such thing as procrastinating sleep 😭😭😭😭😭😀

I'm full of emotions

100 reasons to hate me ain't enough. Infinite and beyond woulnt be enough either. I think we need to go beyond beyond beyond that.

Yk when someone gets really attached to you but you don't want to hurt them or say anything. Im in that situation 😶