Scattered Thoughts
Thought it might be a good idea to have my own thread where I can think things out and rant without feeling guilty about invading other peoples spaces.
Hey M - just wanted to say hey. I hope you're doing ok
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How are you friend(s)? :]
@ThePizza Hey :) I'm - fine. Thank you for asking
Your car sounds great - congratulations! The cosplay sounds awesome! The costumes are so amazing! I think it's really cool that you're getting into it
Been having some whirlwind weeks lately. Several ups and downs and school has been hell but there’s been good moments sometimes too. I haven’t been practicing driving nearly as much as I need to BUT I do have a car now! My parents got it for me and my brother to share since he’s starting the driver’s ed process soon. It’s a really nice Honda CRV in a super pretty gray/blue color called Sonic Pearl.
One of my new friends is actually a cosplayer on TikTok and has like 15 thousand followers 👁👁 I think that’s so cool because recently I’ve really been wanting to get into that too. I can’t though, at least for now, because I don’t have any social media and it’s unlikely that my parents will ever let me get TikTok. I spent Halloween with her and the mutual friend I met her through (R actually) and we made a couple TikToks on her account in our costumes which was so cool. They were rushed and messy because we didn’t have a lot of time to make them but I still enjoyed it.
I love the new Starset album it’s soooo good. I’ve also been listening to Waterparks for a while, my friend got me into them at the end of this summer haha and they’re really good too. I went to her house a few days ago and we watched the concert they recorded called Live In The UK and I enjoyed that.
Came into this thinking I would write about some of the more heavy things going on lately to vent a little but this turned out more positive than I thought. Sorta a nice surprise I guess
@ThePizza Hey M :)
This cool cat just wanted to see how you're doing
@ThePizza Happy Thanksgiving M! ❤
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a cat dressed as a shark - riding a circle sucker stalking a ducky - boy you can find anything on the internet!
Sending you good vibes M :)
@ThePizza I hope you don't mind. I wanted to drop off a little friend and wish you a Merry Christmas!
I’m in a fairly good mood at the moment which is really nice, I wanted to talk about a book I’ve been reading before I look at everything I’ve missed from the past months
I’m reading a book for school— “The Overachievers: The Secret Lives of Driven Kids” by Alexandra Robbins. It was triggering to me at first but it hasn’t been too bad lately and overall I truly am a fan of this book. It’s a really good read and there are so many things about it that I relate to. I find it meaningful in many ways that I relate to it so much even though it mainly takes place when I was just a baby (ahhh trying to be ambiguous about exact age lmao). ****Trigger Warning for sure, the book discusses a lot of emotions in varying detail and includes some stuff about su¡c¡de**** It’s basically a book about the extreme pressures placed on kids (and parents) by society and the faults of mainly the education system in the U.S., though it also briefly talks about other places in the world with similar pressures and overachieving cultures
I’m three fourths through the book currently and I really like it, I definitely recommend, especially for people who are curious/interested in seeing a pretty accurate point of view of how these pressures are affecting students, through actual students’ eyes
and yes ha ha ha the overachiever is reading a book about overachievers let’s not read into this too much (I’ve felt so awkward at times showing people the book I’m reading because of this 😭 you guys tho. You can make jokes about it i don’t mind it from you :p )
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I was reading your threads and just wanted to say that I’m so proud of the progress you have made 💙 I’m really happy for you :’) (referencing your non-reply thread specifically so that’s why I’m posting here, also if this is too much I won’t talk about it again) J, K, everyone— I wish you all the best. I really am so happy for you that you’ve taken steps forward :D
@ThePizza Hey M! 😊 It is really nice to read your words - thank you!
Its good to hear that you're feeling good 😋
And the book - well - I'd never make fun of you anyway but it maybe helps you understand somethings better? And hearing from other people's perspective helps so you dont feel you're the only one dealing with those things - I think its awesome - proactive ❤
I'm glad you liked the pics and gifs - I was trying not to be too annoying but every once in awhile I'd see something I just had to share with you 😁
Thank you for the encouragement! I'm trying to get my act together lol
Stay awesome M ❤
