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ThePizza August 11th, 2019

Thought it might be a good idea to have my own thread where I can think things out and rant without feeling guilty about invading other peoples spaces.

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mytwistedsoul June 2nd, 2020

@ThePizza I wanted to share this with you - I needed a laugh and thought it was funny

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ThePizza OP June 2nd, 2020

@mytwistedsoul

Ah that

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mytwistedsoul June 2nd, 2020

@ThePizza Cat doesn't look like its too happy about it though :)

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ThePizza OP June 2nd, 2020

@mytwistedsoul

Probably didn

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mytwistedsoul June 3rd, 2020

@ThePizza I know I wouldn't have :)

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ThePizza OP June 4th, 2020

What is it, flight/freeze/fight? Pretty sure my main one is freeze

ThePizza OP June 9th, 2020

feeling that if i dont talk to others then i shouldnt talk to myself either

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ThePizza OP June 9th, 2020

@ThePizza

put it off, but why? pretense of needing sleep only gets so far when it doesnt account for all situations, all times of day

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ThePizza OP June 9th, 2020

@ThePizza

research manic episodes

mytwistedsoul June 9th, 2020

@ThePizza Hey M :) mind if I sit with you?

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ThePizza OP June 9th, 2020

@mytwistedsoul

thank you

ThePizza OP June 9th, 2020

@mytwistedsoul

Definitely do not mind all :)

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ThePizza OP June 9th, 2020

Just a panic attack that was worse than the usual but I

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mytwistedsoul June 9th, 2020

@ThePizza I'm still sitting here with you M :) Those are really hard to deal with - did you remember the 54321 thing? And deep breaths?

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ThePizza OP June 10th, 2020

ThePizza OP June 10th, 2020

@mytwistedsoul @NoneTheWiser @admaiorasemper

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mytwistedsoul June 10th, 2020

@ThePizza OMG! M - This Is amazing! A piece of everyone and we're all around the camp fire! You are so awesome! This made me smile - thank you!

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ThePizza OP June 11th, 2020

@mytwistedsoul

You're welcome! I'm glad you liked it :) Hopefully it stays this time!

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June 10th, 2020

@ThePizza I'm so feeling the warmth of that fire, thank you so much for inviting us, you have no idea how much it means heart

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ThePizza OP June 11th, 2020

@admaiorasemper

heartsmiley You are all always welcome here--- I'm glad you liked it!

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mytwistedsoul June 10th, 2020

@ThePizza Hey M your picture disappeared :(

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ThePizza OP June 11th, 2020

@NoneTheWiser @mytwistedsoul @admaiorasemper

Can you see it?

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mytwistedsoul June 12th, 2020

@ThePizza can't here either. Saw it at first and then ot poofed

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June 12th, 2020

@ThePizza where did you upload the image at first? I mean, not here, but the site that is hosting it. Perhaps you chose the option 'delete after 24 hours'? Some picture hosting websites have that...

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ThePizza OP June 16th, 2020

@admaiorasemper

I

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June 19th, 2020

@ThePizza

No but it looks like you are technologically more advanced than me :D

Personally, when I upload pictures on 7Cups that are from my own computer, I have to first upload them on an external website like Imgur or ImgBB, then get an address for the image, and finally, I use that address to post the picture here. I don't know any other way to do it lol

Those websites have an auto-deleteting option for pictures, that is what I meant. But you probably have found a way to post the picture directly here?

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June 12th, 2020

@ThePizza

Not anymore sad

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ThePizza OP June 18th, 2020

I was offered the BEST summer job today!

I wasnt even looking for a job lol

So you mom asked how would you feel about getting a summer job? And I was skeptical at first because I wanted extra downtime this summer and Im not sure what job Id get anyway (it would be hard to work in food service because allergies). But then she explained that my next door neighbor had asked if Id be willing to pet sit her cats on and off throughout the summer.

A Few Reasons Why This Is Amazing:

1. C a t s ! 💙

2. Shes my nextdoor neighbor so the commute is great!

3. She wants to pay me (I think I would actually be just as happy doing this for free too, because cats)

4. Did I mention the cats?

Im sooo excited for this! I grinned a lot more than usual today. My neighbor wont need me til another week or two but still, this is my first true job (even though its through a neighbor and not a company lol) and I got so lucky. I also got to meet the two cats today, Summer and Kiki, and theyre so great. Apparently they seem to like me a lot more than they like other strangers and that makes me feel special lol.

Yay :)

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mytwistedsoul June 18th, 2020

@ThePizza LOL! So cats are involved huh? I kind of think I saw you said something about cats. Seriously - that's awesome! A job with alot of bonuses. Plus you get some down time there and get to spend time with cats - not that you like cats or anything :)

It's really cool M. Congratulations!

Way to go on the academic camp too. I was wondering about it. Its a shame you couldn't go like last year - it sounded really pretty there

First job - wow - I'm impressed and so happy for you!

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ThePizza OP June 19th, 2020

@mytwistedsoul

Thanks! Yeah and two of my friends from last year ended up at the same campus as me this year, and we all live in different states. I am having a lot of fun in the online one though so thats good. Ye excited for my new job, you know its funny now that you mention it I do really like cats idk how you knew— good instincts I guess. Haha still gotta wait like two weeks for it to start though

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ThePizza OP June 18th, 2020

Started an anti-anxiety medication on Monday and possibly there are already results? Even though today there were still things I was anxious about it was all mental— like usually I feel it in the pit of my stomach and my limbs might feel a bit weak but that didnt really happen today, it was just in my brain. Well see if that continues

ThePizza OP June 19th, 2020

Bad day today. Nothing happened exactly just my brain going at it

Talked to a friend about it that I am close with but not as much as others and even if it had been someone else hhhhhhh abort abort I said too much gah Ill regret this tomorrow and Im already starting to now

God the thinking

Why does my brain latch on in this way, the game of imitation and justification