Ni's Little Solace
Not sure why I am creating this thread exactly, and I'm doing this so late at night as well :') I just felt... like I should do this haha. I do have a one line a day thread although I... don't think I have felt so free over there to write as much as I wished. So I thought maybe... I should just make another thread, a diary perhaps.. where I can really be myself.. and maybe post pictures and quotes, literary quotes maybe... and poems.. specifically haiku hehe. Also vents.. thoughts and maybe letters :')
Replies are welcome as well <3 although please remember to stay respectful and kind.
*sending lots of love and hugs because why not*
i realised I haven’t been very active here since those exams.
I had a few on Tuesday and the rest on Wednesday. they said i'd get the results in about a week's time but they’re already here :')
“Your results came in!”
Uh. Cool. Nice.
is it weird to say i don’t really care…..? about the results
😭 that sounds so horrible of me somehow
@LoveMyMoonflowers I don't think it's weird at all. You're not defining yourself by your grades because you're much more than that 💙
@mytwistedsoul
tbh i don’t think i saw it that way but…. i just really don’t care 🥲 like…
“You didn’t do well”
me: okay. that’s fine. I was probably just being stupid 😀
“You did good”
me: okay. that’s fine. It was probably the lucky beams ✨
Oh… Soul friend. i wanted to ask you something. first, i’m sorry i didn’t reply to your previous replies/posts here :') sometimes i don’t have the mental energy to reply to people :') but i am still sorry 💜💜 i was thinking about your allergies you mentioned and i wanted to ask how your doing/how it’s been lately :( I hope your okay friend
@LoveMyMoonflowers What's a saturnian?
Oh no worries lol - I don't think about unanswered replies too much tbh. It's hard to keep track of things here and I know lack of energy is a big issue for a lot of us here
@mytwistedsoul
A saturnian is me. A person from Saturn. this started when people asked where i was from on here. and i just always said saturn. because my weird self being from earth is a strange thought
Now you know about the weird conversations of Bunny and Moon
I’m glad it hasn’t been a problem this week Soul 💜💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers Oohhh I was thinking it was something like the whole Venus and Mars thing 😂
@mytwistedsoul
Yep.
💜💜💜
Hi.
@LoveMyMoonflowers Hello Moon :)
@mytwistedsoul
hi soul
@LoveMyMoonflowers Is everything alright?
@mytwistedsoul
yeah.
@LoveMyMoonflowers I'm sending you some hugs if that's alright
@mytwistedsoul
thank you Soul.
💜
:')
@LoveMyMoonflowers You're welcome 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Nii 🌙🥧\(^-^)/ hugs if okie 🌈🧸
@VictoriaLove7
hugs.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*🌈🧸 sits with Nii 🌙🥧🥺 huggss, & shares fries 🍟*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Nii 🌙🥧 rainbow bear 🌈 🧸 put reply in Nii 🌙🥧 lonely corner & then just re read that Nii 🌙🥧 do not want reply in it 🙈 me apologize
@VictoriaLove7
*hugs if okie* no worries friend 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Thank you, Nii 🌙🥧 \(^-^)/ *hugss Nii 🌙🥧🤗🌈🧸*
@LoveMyMoonflowers Good luck on your exams 💙
tbh…
i'm only here every now and then because of my (partial? idk 🤷🏻♀️) break and all that but i’m starting to think of really leaving this place for good. at least on this M account and then i might come back with an L when im old enough. i’m not sure why i need to be here anymore…
…when im away i miss some people on here, but i’ve realised… i don’t miss the place. this place is just frustrating sometimes. i miss some people i met here but i don’t miss 7cups…
*not directed at anyone here, i’m sorry*
@LoveMyMoonflowers It's nice to see you Moon Pie 💙 😞 *sad sigh* I understand. I would hate to see you go but I understand. It is frustrating for a number of reasons. And in some ways being here actually makes you feel - worse? The feel of the place is just - off? All the changes all the time. And I remember there was alot of BS going on in teenie town. One of the hardest things about being here and becoming friends with people is having to say goodbye and never knowing how they are how they're doing
@mytwistedsoul
yeah your right about all of those :') I probably won’t leave honestly, even though i have so many reasons to leave. there’s so much drama here sometimes and it’s exhausting. ik that sounds really rude of me but it’s just tiring sometimes… (not directed at anyone) combined with everything else you listed too… :/ I probably won’t leave though because i’ve thought about this and i’ve made so many posts saying i’m going to leave but i never do, because there’s that one reason to stay.. Once you leave you can come back, i guess, but you still wonder how the nice people you met here are doing.
Tw///mention of su!c!de, not too long ago I learnt that one of my first friends here committed 😞 idk why but after that coming here just feels.. idk, idk. i always come here thinking about her.
@LoveMyMoonflowers Oh Moon 😞 I am so sorry about your friend. Seeing that you met her here - no wonder coming here hurts and she would be on your mind
@mytwistedsoul
Yeah… I’m sorry Idrk what to say.
true… so much bothers me too but i guess a lot of us stay because of the people we met and care about.
i do that too 💜 for me it helps to set my account on break or deactivate it and then come back when i want to come on lol, otherwise i just keep checking this place throughout the day. so i like setting my account on break. and i do that too, coming here but not saying anything 💜
*hugs*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Nii 🌙🥧🥺, rainbow bear 🌈 🧸 is glad that Nii 🌙🥧 is here
Remember this cute gif for 'so many homework' T^T
@LoveMyMoonflowers No words necessary ok? 💙 And definitely nothing to be sorry for
there’s this bird staring at me from the window. giving me this certain look, as if it knows every last thing about me
ngl it’s kinda freaking me out but it’s a little funny too
i need a name for this bird
@LoveMyMoonflowers
What's the color of the bird 🐦, Nii 🌙🥧? \(^-^)/ me thinking of a name
jesus christ would you tone down the stare at least a little @_@
@LoveMyMoonflowers It's plotting 😐 birds are SUS 😳