Ni's Little Solace
Not sure why I am creating this thread exactly, and I'm doing this so late at night as well :') I just felt... like I should do this haha. I do have a one line a day thread although I... don't think I have felt so free over there to write as much as I wished. So I thought maybe... I should just make another thread, a diary perhaps.. where I can really be myself.. and maybe post pictures and quotes, literary quotes maybe... and poems.. specifically haiku hehe. Also vents.. thoughts and maybe letters :')
Replies are welcome as well <3 although please remember to stay respectful and kind.
*sending lots of love and hugs because why not*
yup im definitely the problem :D
always.
i just confirmed it-
We all have moments of weakness but that doesn't necessarily mean we're weak. You don't have to be strong all the time - I know it can feel like we have to because we don't want people to worry or anything
Can I ask why you think you're the problem? 💙 no pressure to answer either 😉
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i feel so weird today.
im so scared.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
of what, Nii? 🌙
my brain isn’t working today :D
at all.
Rest day for Nii buddy's brain today!❤
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
(I love how this doggie hugs the other one 😭)
@LoveMyMoonflowers hehe yuss, it's vv cute! *hugs backkK*🤗❤
Nii buddy, I found this message a few years back almost randomly, and it has stuck by ever since. I hope you can find some comfort in it too. 💛
Same goes for the feeling like when you're hitting rock-bottom, that's the absolute lowest it can get, so instead of continuing to stay strong and fight back with it constantly, sometimes we can bring our comfy bean bag, wear the furriest onesiee and just *lay* on it, till our mind and body feel a little more recharged to get back on. We are allowed to have as many pauses, we need, in life. It's more than okay to simply just *be*, it's a lot to ask for already, when nothing feels quite right, so we best believe that we are trying, and that does count just enough, whether we or those around us acknowledge it or not. But hey, I do *see* you and am superrr proud of youu! 💛
Hold on tight, okie(?). Right next to you! 🦥🦥
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
Aww Sun buddy 🥺💛
I don’t know what to say. I don’t have any words rn (':
Like they said there, I can’t express how much I needed to hear that. Like, right now. I’ve been feeling like I have to keep getting up and fighting. And then going down again. And then getting up. And so on.
I never thought that resting meant… to just be.
Thank you so much 🥺 sweet Sunshine buddy. You’re the bestest, owlways. Love you beyond words 💛
*sends warm hugs*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Aww it's okiee, Nii buddy, it's not your fault. Most of us are conditioned to believe that rest should be "earned", and that rest would mean to "still do something that makes you feel relaxed", it's okay to unlearn the oldie stuff and make space to learn new things for ourselves, that make more sense for us *currently*. 💗
Rest can look different for different people, but yessss, simply just *being* is restful enough too, it does get exhausting with the back N forth of getting up, fighting through things and being put down again, you're so not alone okiee. 💗
I am superrr proud of youu owlways, for being here and for trying your best at being here. It might not look or feel like it does, but it matters, and you're doing better than you may feel. 💗
Love you more beyond words too hehe. *warm hugglesss backkk* 🤗
Omigoooshhh that's sooo adorable hehe, I can lie on that furrreverr lol! 🥰
i'm so ✨amazingly✨ depressed rn.