Marbes corner
MalibuNights
November 28th, 2019
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28.11.2019
Middle of the afternoon and these strong feelings of being unwanted & unimportant are setting in. A strong desire to disappear, away from everyone I know. It comes with a fear of being proved right that it wouldn't matter if I didn't exist or that everyone's life would go on just the same but at the same time, these feelings want to be validated. There's a strange kind of comfort in being sad sometimes. Maybe it would be nice to get away from everyone and know once and for all that the life you've lived didn't matter.