Life Indeed Jokes

Have been living in Hustle culture for many years, stress is avoidable for me. About years ago, I have diagnosed with anxiety and panic attack. When pandemic hit, my condition not any better but still grateful because I'd my cat as emotional support.

But, my cat also left months ago. My emotions not stable again, feeling as if I am trapped inside dark tunnel without knowing where is the exit. Then, just not long ago, I did my health check up. Doctor told me, he suspected that I might have a leukemia and asked me to do further and more complete check up.

I was staring straight to the doctor when he did the explanation but somewhat I felt as if I heard nothing but only 'a Leukemia' in my ears. I didn't even recall how I walked out from hospital and back to home.

I didn't know how to describe my feeling on that day. I didn't cry, sad but more to surprised, perhaps.

Tears fell, I didn't know how to deal with it. I felt so lost.

I kept myself for days, I felt so weak. I closed my eyes, lying on my bed, feeling so exhausted. I just wanted to have long slept that day. When I opened my eyes, I'd stayed in hospital. I found fainted inside my room.

After being hospitalized for days. Done all the checks up, doctor said, it still early stage, the chance is still high to cure.