JoeTamez's Virtual Journal
Possible triger warnings: sexual assault, self harm, bad words
Pronouns i go by: She her he him (ask me daily incase you are going to use one of them)
Hi im Joe 
heres a few things you should know about me
Ive been self harming since 7th grade and now im in 11th
Ive been sexually assaulted multiple times by the same guy from 7th- 9th grade
i have Suicidal thoughts every day
My distant relitive is my best friend
I blame myself for everything
I hate being ignored, it makes me feel like a waste of space and that leads to self harm
I think thats enough for now <3
@JoeTamez
It's so good to meet you, Joe! Let's not forget: you love popcorn! *shares some freshly popped popcorn*
Welcome to our community, we're so happy to get to know you better. ❤️ Take care and stay awesome, Joe!
@JoeTamez
On a serious note, I'm sorry for everything that has happened to you. You didn't deserve any of it, and you're very much loved and valued here. ❤️ You can always come talk to us in the chat rooms, or on PMs if you're needing some support. You're not a waste of space at all, Joe, your warm, encouraging presence is always welcome. ❤️
@hopebeyondpain
Thank you Hope, i cant tell you how much it means to me to hear someon say those things to me 
thank you for everything
Hello my groupies
Today was ok.
My friend is ignoring me because they want nothing to do with me now cause we fought over something now they leave the chat when i enter 
I think i was raped acciently on new years eve by someone close to me and i really need to talk about it
first day back again and people are arguing with me and fighting each other after i sent trigger warnings for my poems
@Joe00
Hey Joe ❤️❤️ It's really good to hear from you again
I think you did the right thing by sending a trigger warning, I would've done the same thing. It's not your fault that other people act the way they do ❤️
If you'd like, you can send your poem here too, I'd love to read it ❤️
@hopebeyondpain
I missed you <3 thx for always coming to comment in my journal, its greatly appreaciated <3
Here are my poems
Poem one
The bears are eating her alive
All night
They feast on her pain and heartbreak
Her sorrow is immense
The bears are eating her alive
All night
She thinks of everything she lost
Her pain is intense
The bears are eating her alive
All night
They leave scratches and cuts
Her screaming is loud
It is morning
The bears have left
There is no sign that they were there
She knows they will be back
Again
poem two
“You are worthless “
The bears screamed
They used their nails to cut at her flesh
Her screaming was loud
“You are Pathetic”
The bears roared
They used their nails to cut at her flesh
Her crying was intense
“You’re no good”
The bears shouted
They used their nail to cut at her flesh
Her pain was immense
The nights go on
She takes her pills
Hoping
Praying
That the bears don't come back
@Joe00
Hey Joe ❤️ Aww, I've missed you too
It sounds like these two poems mean a lot to you, and you put a lot of your heart into it. I like it ❤️
Take care ❤️
@Joe00
hi joe! thank you so much for sharing this with us 
i'm just letting you know that i've moved your post to the diary entries sub-forum in the general support subcommunity because it's more relevant to your thread!
i hope you can get the very best support
⋆ ˚｡⋆✿˚ no rain, no flowers. ˚✿⋆｡˚ ⋆
im moving to the adult side on my member account on the 1st of February and ill be with the oldies. im so nervous. i hope they are nice to me
Hey Joe, it's good to hear from you again! :-) I moved to the oldie's side several months ago and so far everyone has been nice. I hope that's true for you too. My PMs are always open of you want to pop by! <3