In The Gloaming TW *just in case*

@mytwistedsoul

Hey soul, just checking in with you, hope your doing ok ❤️

Thank you to everyone

There's a saying that keeps going through my head -

There are none so blind as those who can't see. I'm not even sure if it's an actual saying.

Idk - I feel - sorry for this person. Guess maybe that sounds weird. I'm not even sure if I can explain it. Thoughts are all over and I'm having a hard time focusing.

I feel bad that they're suffering. I feel bad that they things they say they want - compassion - understanding and friendship have been offered so many times. But he uses that against people. I feel sorry for them that they figure that their pain gives them license to just cause as much damage as they want and they can get away with it. There's consequences for your actions - ya know?

And questions - oh man do I have questions

But some of them aren't so nice. Idk - brain needs more coffee or Idk - just a bad connection

Thoughts thoughts and more thoughts.

What's good for the goose is good for the gander. You get what you give. You reap what you sow. We can even get biblical about it - do unto others as you would have others do unto you.

Oh man - the thoughts. Values - irrational moods -

Manners - I always thoughts manners was just being polite. We had no desire to crush anyone - well ok maybe one of us did. It's kind of hard to hold that part back. He has thoughts of his own but his teeth are bared so - Idk - he likes it too much

@NoneTheWiser Thank you - she always has really nice stuff doesn't she?

It was a sad and painful thing to witness

Narcissist

Consequences

Still feel the need to be silent - everything will be used against us

headache - no focus

She never shuts up

Random thought - ate a leprechaun - it was magically delicious

Been wondering - what is it that makes us all so different? Why can two people go through similar things but turn out so differently from each other? Why can one person be a miserable s.o.b and the other one not so miserable?

What's the deciding factor?

Why do some people never hold themselves accountable for their actions and other people take the blame for everything?
But the unaccountable one seems surprised by the end results and consequences?

I don't know what you had in mind - but here we stand on opposing sides
Push the buttons - yeah? The right combination every time

Scratch the surface - make it bleed
Like a tick - a flea - plague and pestilence
Hoards

Angry and frustrated

It's like instant replay every day

Does it make you feel alive? Is that why you do it? What do you want? Don't you have a conscience? Is that why mine weighs so heavy?

Losing time in blocks

Idk - maybe I should have left them go.

Exhausted. - anxious

Words are there but - Idk - can't share

The Red Queen has been filling my head with BS

I know some of its BS but some of it - insecuries - ya know?

I need sleep but I need to calm down - restless - angry. - flashes of anger. That peel your skin off feeling

Grrrr

@NoneTheWiser Thanks - went for a walk - worked on the breathing

You know it's just going to be one of those days

Things hurt today - just tense - jaw allready clenched

Busy head - trying to understand

Words are kind of hard to find today. Well - ok not really - just hard to share. Not really liking myself too much. The thoughts - Idk. I know I did the right thing - but I did it when I was angry. So I guess that's where the problem of it is - Idk. Sometimes you have to stand up for people - because you may be the only one who does.

@mytwistedsoul

Sitting with you.

@mytwistedsoul That's almost too adorable!

Why would anyone need a portable crepe maker? Like what - so I'm in the woods going for a walk and dang! I just had to have some crepes - good thing I had my potable crepe maker.

Tbh - I'm not really sure what a crepe is lol

@mytwistedsoul

I should ask my neighbours if they have one lol

I love crepes btw, they are yummy!

ps. you made me laugh! :)

@admaiorasemper Hey V - I'm glad I made you laugh! We all need a laugh don't we?

Be gentle with yourself - yeah? I worry about you. I'm sorry - I hope that doesn't bother you. Hug a bunny for us - please?

@mytwistedsoul

I'll be gentle and keep myself safe, you do the same... I worry about you too, you know that, don't you?

@admaiorasemper I do V - thank you

@mytwistedsoul @NoneTheWiser @ThePizza

I so wish we had a space just for our memes! Zoomers' space!! Can we have it? Can we have it? Can we have it?

@admaiorasemper Lol! Why not? We could make a thread for it - just for memes - what ever catches our eyes

@mytwistedsoul

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beware i am going to spam it with my therapy memes!

@admaiorasemper Ok LOL! You can spam it with anything you like!

@admaiorasemper who's going to create it?

@mytwistedsoul

I can do it if you want? Shall we call it Zoomers' space? Or any other suggestions? @ThePizza @NoneTheWiser

@admaiorasemper Go for it! I'm cool with zoomers space lol

You're awesome V!

@mytwistedsoul

Ok I'll do it and then we always ask to modify the name! Gosh I am excited :D

@admaiorasemper LOL! Ok We'll wait for the tag

@NoneTheWiser

Confession: I don't post usually post them, but... I do that too!! It is a new thing for me though. I especially like therapy memes :D

@NoneTheWiser

All stereotypes aside, this zoomer also really loves a good meme!! I have no idea what I just said lol

@ThePizza Hey M - How are you?

Uh whats a zoomer? Lol!

@mytwistedsoul @NoneTheWiser

Yep, Gen Z or zoomers

Guess I was trying to make a joke but idk I was tired last night

@NoneTheWiser

Hi Jada :)

Hmm, they would probably say ‘uncultured— Ive been called that many many times, took me forever to learn this sort of stuff too so dont worry :)

@NoneTheWiser

Not a problem Jess :)

Haha, I

What's with the emoji's on the front page? I hope that isn't supposed to be what replaced the feed - cause - uh - not impressed.

@intelligentWheel627 Hey Rinny - How are you?

Just wanted to check in with you

@mytwistedsoul

Hi! It was so thoughtful of you, you made me smile! Thank you. :)

I'm not really sure how I am. Sometimes I'm sad, thinking about the painful stuff, going over the memories again and again, trying hard not to fall in the darkness again.

At other times I'm more hopeful. I roll up my sleeves to start living again but end up standing in the middle of the mess I'm in, in a Superman pose, without a clue where to start, lol.

The day before I flew kites and watched a gorgeously orange sunset at the beach. That was healing.

How are you, Soul? I've been thinking about you from time to time. I'm here for you too, just so you know.