In The Gloaming TW *just in case*
With the tragic loss of the feed and after much debate and discussion. It's been decided to create a new thread. Soul space so to speak. A journal of sorts.
A place where I can dump some of the nonsense that goes on in my head.
While replies are welcome - they aren't necessary.
Been wondering - what is it that makes us all so different? Why can two people go through similar things but turn out so differently from each other? Why can one person be a miserable s.o.b and the other one not so miserable?
What's the deciding factor?
Why do some people never hold themselves accountable for their actions and other people take the blame for everything?
But the unaccountable one seems surprised by the end results and consequences?
I don't know what you had in mind - but here we stand on opposing sides
Push the buttons - yeah? The right combination every time
Scratch the surface - make it bleed
Like a tick - a flea - plague and pestilence
Hoards
Angry and frustrated
It's like instant replay every day
Does it make you feel alive? Is that why you do it? What do you want? Don't you have a conscience? Is that why mine weighs so heavy?
Losing time in blocks
Idk - maybe I should have left them go.
Exhausted. - anxious
Words are there but - Idk - can't share
The Red Queen has been filling my head with BS
I know some of its BS but some of it - insecuries - ya know?
I need sleep but I need to calm down - restless - angry. - flashes of anger. That peel your skin off feeling
Grrrr
You know it's just going to be one of those days
Things hurt today - just tense - jaw allready clenched
Busy head - trying to understand
Words are kind of hard to find today. Well - ok not really - just hard to share. Not really liking myself too much. The thoughts - Idk. I know I did the right thing - but I did it when I was angry. So I guess that's where the problem of it is - Idk. Sometimes you have to stand up for people - because you may be the only one who does.
@mytwistedsoul
Sitting with you.
Why would anyone need a portable crepe maker? Like what - so I'm in the woods going for a walk and dang! I just had to have some crepes - good thing I had my potable crepe maker.
Tbh - I'm not really sure what a crepe is lol
@mytwistedsoul
I should ask my neighbours if they have one lol
I love crepes btw, they are yummy!
ps. you made me laugh! :)
@admaiorasemper Hey V - I'm glad I made you laugh! We all need a laugh don't we?
Be gentle with yourself - yeah? I worry about you. I'm sorry - I hope that doesn't bother you. Hug a bunny for us - please?
@mytwistedsoul @NoneTheWiser @ThePizza
I so wish we had a space just for our memes! Zoomers' space!! Can we have it? Can we have it? Can we have it?
@admaiorasemper Lol! Why not? We could make a thread for it - just for memes - what ever catches our eyes
@mytwistedsoul
yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
beware i am going to spam it with my therapy memes!
@admaiorasemper who's going to create it?
@mytwistedsoul
I can do it if you want? Shall we call it Zoomers' space? Or any other suggestions? @ThePizza @NoneTheWiser
