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@iamspoons
*clings*
@AvyIsKing
*Clings back*
What's up jiffy pop
@Iamspoons
me and bf decided to take a break, meaning we broke up both of us are just too scared to admit it, im sad and lonely and i didn't sleep and im just
he freaked out and even if he isn't my bf he's my best friend and i need to take care of him but we arent talking ):
@AvyIsKing
Ahh stress.
@AvyIsKing
My mom restricted my phone time, so I can't be on after 8:30. And I can't be on Spotify for more than 15 mins.
@Iamspoons
dang that sucks
@Iamspoons
Ugh that's the worst
Been having a rough time mentally I'm sorry I haven't reached out, my mom has gotten way way way way worse and I'm just a great big ball of sad
She went and *** did it again. I'm really kinda ***. Nothing horrible just more stupid *** about my stupid math homework. And I was feeling good about life too, but nope.
@AvyIsKing I'm really sorry you're a big ball of sad, and I know I'm overreacting. I'm here during the day if you need me. Ily
@iamspoons
sorry i havent been posting much lately, been having a crap week, i have like some terrible sickness and its in my lungs so i can barely breathe. and i dunno, loosing nora hit really really hard. i had just lost macon too. i just needed some time
anyway how are u? i hope u are good! girl scout cookies are terrible i hate them
also can u tell nora that suddenly seymore came on on glee and i literally started sobbing and its her fault (:
@AvyIsKing
Sorry I haven't been responding either. Life is pretty stressful right now, it's nothing huge but the little things stacking up.
Yea girl scout cookies are stressful, we'll get through cookie season though.
I'll tell her.
Ilysm
@Iamspoons
ilyt, I have a chest infection so I've been in bed all week literally not able to breathe it has not been fun, but hey i picked up a new addiction.. i mean skill- crocheting! i crocheted a stingray purse and before i make myself a giant manta ray plush im making my sister a hippo plush
@AvyIsKing
Ooo fun, I'm crocheting right now, I'm making a gift for my friend who's birthday was like more than a week ago but I only started two days ago, lol no motivation.
I'm going to my cousin's 8th birthday party tomorrow and his mom's birthday was yesterday and one of my other friends birthday is Monday so I'm crocheting him a phoenix.
Um yeah.
I came here cus I was mad at my dad. We were playing an escape room game and I had an idea but the thing didn't get passed to me and they solved it, and I started not playing anymore and he was like "oh are you going to sulk now because someone else solved it first?" Yes I am, are you going to be mean about it.
Ok, I'm better now. I love you, stay safe.
@iamspoons
sorry having a rough night
@AvyIsKing
It's ok, my phone locked really soon after that so I couldn't really be on.
I hope your doing better today, even just slightly. Ilysm
@AvyIsKing
Ugh I came into class and the guy who sits behind me has his foot up on my chair.
On another note, my brother let me read his book, shadow and bone, and it was so good that I read it in less than 5 hours. And it's a trilogy and he was on the third book yesterday so I was worried I would catch up, no he reads books as fast as I do. So now I have book two.
@Iamspoons
I love shadow and bone, ive read it like 3 times
pain is really really intense today. i woke up on the verge of tears just trying to move my legs, let alone stand. my mom said i could go back to bed, that it was okay. sometimes the best thing is to just sleep through it. then she came in like an hour later screaming at me to get my *** out of bed and how she wanted to go on a hike today and now we cant go (i don't want to hike its like 4 miles, too much pain) and she told me if i was in the real world and pulled this crap there would be consequences (i really wanted to tell her that if i had a job my boss would be well aware of my condition and they would know i would only call out on the most intense days, and i would've called them and asked to come in late/unpaid miss work day) she took my phone for the day and said that i need to be punished. my sister is also grounded because she over-slept half an hour? we are exhausted she is over-working us.
i miss my boyfriend
and now she has a system where she is going to make a schedule for our sleep and if we do not wake up on time we loose our phones for certain amounts of time? this cant be right???? like i have insomnia and didn't go to sleep til 5 am.
@AvyIsKing
Oh no, I'm really sorry that your mom is being a ***. It is now fair to over work you, especially when you're in lots of pain. And it isn't fair to take things away for oversleeping, sometimes your body is tired.
I'm glad you like shadow and bone.
Yea I understand that you miss your boyfriend, but you said you guys just needed different things in life. So it ended ok and you can keep in touch and maybe if the time is right later in life, then it's right.
P.S. my friend saw me typing this and told me to say hi for her
@Iamspoons
hi random new friend ehe
and yeah im just fed up i guess idfk
@AvyIsKing
Yea she's very sweet but a bit out of the loop. she saw my keyboard background, which is the aro ace flag, and was like cool colors.
And yea life sucks but it's even worse when your parents are butts.
@Iamspoons
ah yes the wildly naive friend, we all have them xD
and yeah shes nuts and im exhausted but its life
my sister is playing roblox rn and im doing math
@AvyIsKing
I'm so *** tired, physically. I didn't even feel sleepy until like 4 am, and I have to get up at 6. And drama club is from 4 to 7 now and it's not worth going home in-between school so I'm at school for like 11 and a half hours. I just want to take a nap.
And we're doing circle trig and now I hate right triangles, and I'm so exhausted I'm not learning or remembering anything. And there's a test on Friday.
@Iamspoons
oh god, try and take notes to remember/review
i only overslept 30 min because i got confused about time, so i only lost my phone for 30 min
@AvyIsKing
Just made a propaganda poster in latin, feeling good.
Also yesterday at drama practice I wore my binder for more than just trying it on, and it was amazing. I could cross my arms without having to squish my chest. I'm not wearing it right now because I had swim and can't put it on a wet body and I don't want to over bind and have it hurt. But now I won't be bouncing on stage during our finale. Eeeeeeeeee
Ily take care of yourself
@Iamspoons
wooooooo, ilyt!!!
I messed up my knee 😭
@AvyIsKing
Oh no, what'd you do.
My brother is getting a short cast today so he can finally bend his knee. But that means they all have a doctor's appointment so I am the only one who going to school today, and I was so tired I didn't want to get up.
And now my back is sore and I think it's because of the binder, but it didn't hurt to breathe when I had it on, so that's nice.
@Iamspoons
dont hurt ur back!!!
and i don't know, i might have torn something vital though. it hurts really bad. i do look funny with my walking boot and my knee wrap TvT
@iamspoons
oh fun!!!
also this is like my 8th one, my troop is trying to sell 6,000 boxes, we are at 4,800 rn. my sister has sold 616 boxes and im at 453, just cause i was sick for 2 booths
i have 4 hrs today, 2 tmr, 4 sunday, 4 next Thursday, 3 that Saturday, then 2 that sunday then im doneeeeeeeee
@AvyIsKing
Sorry I kinda disappeared for 11 days, lots of strees with tech week. I'll tell you more later. Ily
@Iamspoons
ilyt it's oki
tmr is jeffys bday and im getting my nose peirced, and Wednesday is my bdau :0:
@AvyIsKing
Ooooo, cool, send pictures of your piercing please.
Yea ik Wednesday is your birthday, I was going to surprise you by knowing it.
Umm musical season is over, we took down the sets today it still hasn't really hit me that it's over, but I cried twice during tech week so I may have run out of tears for now. I say that but my hand is shaking, but that might just be from erasing a script for an hour. And now that it's done I might be able to get my stuff done, until c.i.t. starts up or mom makes me start working on my gold. Ugh
Ilysm say hi to jeffy for me < 3
@AvyIsKing
My mom is driving me bonkers bcuz when I talk about the little things that stress me out at drama club her solution was " well I'll just let you do less things that you want to do, that will cut down the stressers right" no, you're still going to push me to get my gold award taking away epac on Wednesdays for just an hour isn't going to help that much, if anything it'll make it worse.
Gtg ily
@Iamspoons
gold awards are nasty af
@Iamspoons
ilyttt
uh whens ur bday 🥺🥺 i forgor
@AvyIsKing
In 9 days
I asked my mom if I could skip tomorrow morning and she said we'd talk about it later. I have gym in the morning and now I have to work with this person that I'm starting to hate because I was put in a position where I couldn't say "I don't want to be on a team with this person who I don't know" so yeah, that's fun.
I'll probably rant more in a bit, when I get to deal with the problem person
