A little thing like a diary
menigma
October 12th, 2019
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Hi. I have depression, anxiety and ptsd. To be honest, i never thought i'd get to my age, though i'm only 15. All i want is to be happy. But do i deserve it?
I had a meltdown about myself today, frantically whispering to myself about the things i've done, the things i am doing, and the expectations i have for myself. Are they too much? Are they too little? I don't know, and i don't want to know. why do i feel so inexplicably hurt? What is wrong with me? Why do i feel so overwhelmed? So many questions, too little answers. But then again, perhaps knowing the answers may be worse. Ignorance is bliss, after all.
I just wish for a sinpler time, and a simpler mind.
I'll be back again