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PathStep 18 Compassion hearts13 Forum posts12 Forum upvotes18 Current upvotes18 Age GroupAdult Last activeAugust, 2021 Member sinceSeptember 25, 2019
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Journals & Diaries / by menigma
Last post
 October 13th, 2019
...See more Hi. I have depression, anxiety and ptsd. To be honest, i never thought i'd get to my age, though i'm only 15. All i want is to be happy. But do i deserve it? I had a meltdown about myself today, frantically whispering to myself about the things i've done, the things i am doing, and the expectations i have for myself. Are they too much? Are they too little? I don't know, and i don't want to know. why do i feel so inexplicably hurt? What is wrong with me? Why do i feel so overwhelmed? So many questions, too little answers. But then again, perhaps knowing the answers may be worse. Ignorance is bliss, after all. I just wish for a sinpler time, and a simpler mind. I'll be back again
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Depression Support / by menigma
Last post
 October 17th, 2019
...See more Hi.. my name's megan. I'm 15, and i've been depressed for 6 years; 2013; 5 years into my bullying, when the death of my grandma pushed me over the edge into this dark dark pit i can't seem to crawl up out of.. It haunts me, every day. And the fact is now, nothing's happening. I have a relatively good life. No one really hurts me anymore, and the only one that brings me pain is honestly myself. I love reading and i love music, i loved dancing until i was told i was bad at it. Then i stopped dancing. I love writing little poems and books. They help me cope with myself. I don't really feel very good about myself; i absolutely detest the image in the mirror. But i act like i'm good, and no one suspects a thing, until i tell them, that is. Then they notice all the small things i do that signal that i'm really not okay. It's hard to get up in the mornings. But i still pull myself up and out, because that's what society wants me to do.
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