need advice on eating motivation
a few months ago my depression got to a point where i just lost my appetite completely. i'm also dealing with an unspecified dissociative disorder, and when i have panic attacks i literally cannot feel my body at all, and i'm almost paralyzed. lately it's been getting worse to the point that i'm constantly numb, i can't feel my body regularly, and when i move a finger or something it just doesn't feel like a part of my body. today i just made the realization that this constant numbness and disassociation has started contributing to my loss of appetite; when i get hungry, i feel the emptiness, but i'm not actually feeling the pain really, so i'm not as motivated to eat. and most of the time i either feel kind of sick thinking about getting something to eat, or if i can eat anything it's not a lot. i'm under 90 lbs at this point, which especially as an older teenager i know is not healthy. does anyone have any advice? thank you