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thatweirdfallkid
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PathStep 2 Compassion hearts72 Forum posts34 Forum upvotes40 Current upvotes40 Age GroupTeen Last activeSeptember, 2024 Member sinceJune 5, 2024
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just some feelings about losing somebody.
Friendship Support / by thatweirdfallkid
Last post
 August 25th
...See more i lost my best friend and soulmate a few months ago, they broke up with me.  i don't want to get into the details.  i just can't help missing hir all the time.  every little thing reminds me of them, songs, books, places, things people say.  i keep finding stuff that i know they would love or find hilarious, but ce doesn't want me around anymore, i don't get to be that person to them anymore.  it's been months and i don't know when i'm going to stop grieving this, if ever.  i feel like i'm never going to feel at peace again.
wondering if i have a low level of autism
Autism Support / by thatweirdfallkid
Last post
 September 3rd
...See more i haven't been formally diagnosed, but i'm pretty sure i have a degree of ADHD and possibly mild autism if anyone wants to discuss that might be helpful, i kinda want to talk to somebody about it i guess
some growing symptoms that i guess i just wanted to talk about
Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by thatweirdfallkid
Last post
 August 23rd
...See more i've been diagnosed with depression and anxiety, and my first therapist said i was dissasociating but didn't specify which disorder.  (also strangely when i started talking to a psychiatrist to start meds, he didn't actually tell me if/what disorders i have) i was having auditory hallucinations a few months ago, they were only triggering hallucinations though.  lately they've been becoming more frequent and aren't just my triggers, but also normal things like a phone ringing, an alarm going off, a song playing, someone talking, etc. my memory also seems to be getting worse, i forget things constantly, even if it's at the forefront of my mind.  for example i was getting into my car the other day and just stopped and had to think for five minutes because i had no idea what i was doing, even though i had just been thinking about it.  and i glanced at my shower curtain today and it just seemed totally unfamiliar, but i know my mom didn't replace it. maybe these symptoms aren't that strange, but i dunno.  i just wanted to say it because it's been causing me some concern and a little distress i guess.
feeling depressed
Depression Support / by thatweirdfallkid
Last post
 August 3rd
...See more i've been trying a few different things ever since my best friends dumped me and i'm socially isolated.  joined 7 cups, trevorspace, and tumblr.  i've been on trevorspace (ts) over a month and tumblr over a week. i thought i was making friends on ts but i dunno.  i shut off notifications that were just people i was following posting things, and i realised i never really have anybody message me.  they used to but now nobody's talking to me or has responded to my last messages so i don't know. and it hasn't been that long on tumblr, but i have gotten a lot (or what i consider a lot, <100) likes overall, which at first was kind of self esteem lifting, but i kinda noticed that it was mostly my posts about being an otherkin and not so much the ones where i kinda just expressed deeper stuff more.  it just kind of feels like people are only liking the things they can relate to in me, or like the idea of.  i dunno. i have a really severe fear of abandonment so maybe i'm just being paranoid.  i've been feeling really *** for a long time and my medication isn't helping.  my therapist isn't helping either.  i feel trapped in my life as a minor and have no hope things will really get better enough that it'll be worth staying alive.  maybe i'm just wasting my time, waiting to see if good things happen.
need advice on eating motivation
Healthy Living / by thatweirdfallkid
Last post
 July 27th
...See more a few months ago my depression got to a point where i just lost my appetite completely.  i'm also dealing with an unspecified dissociative disorder, and when i have panic attacks i literally cannot feel my body at all, and i'm almost paralyzed.  lately it's been getting worse to the point that i'm constantly numb, i can't feel my body regularly, and when i move a finger or something it just doesn't feel like a part of my body.  today i just made the realization that this constant numbness and disassociation has started contributing to my loss of appetite; when i get hungry, i feel the emptiness, but i'm not actually feeling the pain really, so i'm not as motivated to eat.  and most of the time i either feel kind of sick thinking about getting something to eat, or if i can eat anything it's not a lot.  i'm under 90 lbs at this point, which especially as an older teenager i know is not healthy.  does anyone have any advice?  thank you
hi, been unactive, just rejoined
Depression Support / by thatweirdfallkid
Last post
 August 6th
...See more hope i'm putting this in the right place. i joined 7cups in early june but after a few days deactivated my account because i wasn't sure joining a forum was right for me.  a week or so later i decided to try trevorspace, which i've been on the past couple of months.  i'm dealing with a lot of mental health issues, and have been trying to make connections as i don't have any friends much anymore, but i don't feel like i'm making much progress. so i guess that's why i'm here, thought i'd put it out there but it probably doesn't matter
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