Loss of a little love I ever had in my life
I had a best friend , who helped me in the fight with myself, who sang me songs so that I can have a good sleep without nightmares.... Filled my demons with love and care.... Tried to change me to a better person and then that was the same best friend who stabbed me in the back, same best friend who let me drown in the wave of pain!... A new nightmare created that day , A nightmare called best friend (friend ship) a friend who feed myself to my own demon. She didn't just ruined my life she ruined it for everyone.... I lost my trust on everyone.. Real world means nothing to me as long as I feel emptiness... I can't say real world because it was never real... I am climbing down to the darkest part of myself.. Where I am in greatest depths of despair.
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Hoodgirl.
Alka.
@hoodgirl11246
Sorry for what happened. hug.
Best I can say is, we are our savior. Nobody saves us but ourselves. We are our own warrior. We also have to choose when to let other help us and when we are to stand up by ourselves. Nobody can help us forever. It is also very draining for the other person.
Don't let one bad situation with a person define all interactions you will have in the future.
Don't let the negative things stop you from becoming a better person. Show kindness. Be positive. Surely you will attract the right people into your life.
Love, wishing you the best.