I think about my dad everyday

I think about my dad everyday can see him smile I can hear him laughter I see him In my dreams he alway in my head and in my thought last 9 months does seem real that he gone 4ever i wish could call him or text him or go see him tell him hi pops I Love You but can't because he not here anymore I miss him so much and wish had more time with my dad only  have memories have photos of my dad in my house on my phone of him only have two videos of my dad sometime play these videos on my phone so can remember how he sound and looked at photos of him all the time but hard see in at cetemery I don't want see him like that hard know that he buried he never going be me or with my family again