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countrygirl9988
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I been year seen my dad died
Grief & Loss / by countrygirl9988
Last post
 2 days ago
...See more Been hardest year of my life I miss my dad everyday I love him with all my heart still flashback of the day he died and moment of his funeral I never thought my dad would died I thought My dad was strong person in my life my dad was funny person in my life I had best life with my dad I had 40 years with him one day meet my dad again he not in pain anymore he will always be in my heart 4ever i hope pops in heaven with your family and friends i hope up there fishing and gardening have funny time your family to good we meet you again I hope being in Heaven one day we all miss very much 
It's been 11 months seen my dad died
Grief & Loss / by countrygirl9988
Last post
 October 18th
...See more It's been 11 months seen my dad died time went by so fast I miss my dad so much he miss out so many birthdays and holiday special events in are life's I know he in a better places I dream about him and think about him everyday my dad will be in my heart 4 ever he raise me be good person and kind person he be in my heart in my mind in my dream in thoughts forever I love you pops and I will alway be your little girl 4ever 
I had dream about my dad
Grief & Loss / by countrygirl9988
Last post
 October 5th
...See more I had dream about my dad after seen him at cetemery so amazed me and dad stand back porch he was smile back at me I smile had him my dream tell me he. Ok and he heaven so happy for me and my family the dream made happy and sad at the same time reason  i am happy that my dad so happy where he at and I am sad know he longer here anymore and I love my dad and I miss my dad everyday and these dream feels so real to me and I want hug him so bad went to grave few days before the dream my dad take me he in better places and the reason had dream of him on back porch the were he died at and his smile my dad had amazed smile and he was funny person he always made me laughing all the time and he be in my heart forever I hope in future have more dream about my dad these be third dream about seen he died and I know he my guard angel he my life 
I think about my dad everyday
Grief & Loss / by countrygirl9988
Last post
 October 1st
...See more I think about my dad everyday he miss so many important things in my life and my family life crazy miss my mom birthday these year we had big lunch he was not there my brother in my dad diner room chair crazy house so lonely with my dad there he made great family are family miss him everyday think about all these memories of me my dad my brother so many amazed memories of him and he will be in are hearts he miss so many holidays so many birthdays so good memories without him and hope in peace and I hope in heaven watch over us he be love and he be miss rest of are life's 
My Dad raise me and brother being good people
Grief & Loss / by countrygirl9988
Last post
 September 25th
...See more My dad raise me and brother being good people wish I  could have told him how much I love him he did amazed job raise us be good people be kind, be respectful to people in this world My dad did everything for are family I would love thank him sacrifice his whole life for me and my brother work on are cars help fix are houses thanks pops being best dad and wonderful grandpa and your love and memories live on for rest of are life's I have so many wonderful memories of me and my dad and my brother he was best dad in my life so thankful 40 years with him and I always be dad little girl for rest of my life and thanks pops for work hard to provide roof over heads food in are belly and clothes on are back thanks everything you done for are family I hope in heaven fishing or gardening with  your love ones up there and I hope think your family on earth we are doing fine pops 
What my dad being doing right now if he was live
Grief & Loss / by countrygirl9988
Last post
 September 30th
...See more What my dad being doing right now if he was live feel he would spend time with grandchildren seem them grow up my nephew is in first grade these year my dad be so proud of him my niece she start pre k next year he love see her grow up being person she is been cool see my dad with me and my brother right now I will be turn 42 in june and brother going 40 in April been cool that my dad see me and my brother in are 40s my parent had 45 anniversary these year be nice he was there for that my mom have milestone birthday these month in September she going turn 70 my dad would be so proud of her wish dad was here see me lose weight and be mad have diabetes like him he miss out so many things he could seen if he was live and I know dad in peace and I know dad pain anyone I would give anything have my dad back in my life and my family live wish here see me and my man anniversary going be 14th anniversary in October and wish dad was there he been proud me and man I love you pops and miss you tons you always be are hearts 4ever there so many thing that you could have done if you were live but better place now 
Can believe been 10 months seen my dad died
Grief & Loss / by countrygirl9988
Last post
 September 11th
...See more It's been 10 months seen my dad died wish he was still here he could seen all the change in are family like me and my brother had loss alot weight over last 6 months me and brother trying be healthy we don't want be like are dad he died pain death my nephew graduation kinderation went first grade pops being so proud of him my niece she big girl next year be going to pre k and me and my brother my mom doing good we miss you every day of are life's seen put my dad tombstone on grave I have alot peace in my life knowing he heaven not pain my dad better places i don't cry like did went he died I will alway miss my dad and I love my dad with all my heart and finally accept that he never coming back again but in future I will see my dad again went old women but my dad want me live my life for him and I will alway be dad's little girl and he will alway be in my heart 
Today that put my dad stone in the ground
Grief & Loss / by countrygirl9988
Last post
 September 2nd
...See more Today that put my dad stone in the ground went seen them put stone in ground at cetemery feel like so sad and happy same time like feel sad that my dad never coming back again and feel happy that rest in peace he in heaven now I wish dad still here but not in pain anymore he happy where he at one me and dad meet again but earth going make him proud of me and be healthy and lose weight will make my dad really happy and be there for my family make my dad happy his legacy and memories live on throught me and my family forever 
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