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countrygirl9988
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What my dad being doing right now if he was live
Grief & Loss / by countrygirl9988
Last post
 3 days ago
...See more What my dad being doing right now if he was live feel he would spend time with grandchildren seem them grow up my nephew is in first grade these year my dad be so proud of him my niece she start pre k next year he love see her grow up being person she is been cool see my dad with me and my brother right now I will be turn 42 in june and brother going 40 in April been cool that my dad see me and my brother in are 40s my parent had 45 anniversary these year be nice he was there for that my mom have milestone birthday these month in September she going turn 70 my dad would be so proud of her wish dad was here see me lose weight and be mad have diabetes like him he miss out so many things he could seen if he was live and I know dad in peace and I know dad pain anyone I would give anything have my dad back in my life and my family live wish here see me and my man anniversary going be 14th anniversary in October and wish dad was there he been proud me and man I love you pops and miss you tons you always be are hearts 4ever there so many thing that you could have done if you were live but better place now 
Can believe been 10 months seen my dad died
Grief & Loss / by countrygirl9988
Last post
 September 11th
...See more It's been 10 months seen my dad died wish he was still here he could seen all the change in are family like me and my brother had loss alot weight over last 6 months me and brother trying be healthy we don't want be like are dad he died pain death my nephew graduation kinderation went first grade pops being so proud of him my niece she big girl next year be going to pre k and me and my brother my mom doing good we miss you every day of are life's seen put my dad tombstone on grave I have alot peace in my life knowing he heaven not pain my dad better places i don't cry like did went he died I will alway miss my dad and I love my dad with all my heart and finally accept that he never coming back again but in future I will see my dad again went old women but my dad want me live my life for him and I will alway be dad's little girl and he will alway be in my heart 
Today that put my dad stone in the ground
Grief & Loss / by countrygirl9988
Last post
 September 2nd
...See more Today that put my dad stone in the ground went seen them put stone in ground at cetemery feel like so sad and happy same time like feel sad that my dad never coming back again and feel happy that rest in peace he in heaven now I wish dad still here but not in pain anymore he happy where he at one me and dad meet again but earth going make him proud of me and be healthy and lose weight will make my dad really happy and be there for my family make my dad happy his legacy and memories live on throught me and my family forever 
I think about my dad everyday
Grief & Loss / by countrygirl9988
Last post
 August 30th
...See more I think about my dad everyday can see him smile I can hear him laughter I see him In my dreams he alway in my head and in my thought last 9 months does seem real that he gone 4ever i wish could call him or text him or go see him tell him hi pops I Love You but can't because he not here anymore I miss him so much and wish had more time with my dad only  have memories have photos of my dad in my house on my phone of him only have two videos of my dad sometime play these videos on my phone so can remember how he sound and looked at photos of him all the time but hard see in at cetemery I don't want see him like that hard know that he buried he never going be me or with my family again 
Dad thank for everything done for me and are family
Grief & Loss / by countrygirl9988
Last post
 September 1st
...See more Dad thank you for everything done for me and are family thank you for work and go to college went I was little gave everything for are family so sacrifice so much have me and my brother sacrifice your youth to raised two amazing children went you retired got second chances again with my nephew and my niece got see them grown-up sad died went my nephew 5 and niece 2 at times of your death that talk about you everyday seen you been gone you are best dad and amazed grandpa in the world your legacy live on throught these children you will never be forgotten I had 40 year amazed years with you thank you help fix my car and thank giving some amazed cars in past thanks for my new car you fix house few time we had Sunday lunch for last few years thanks for your humor and your laughter thank you for advice about life thanks love me as your daughter thank for care about me you always be love me and whole family for rest of are life's 
What should do for my dad one anniversary of his death ?
Grief & Loss / by countrygirl9988
Last post
 August 9th
...See more What should do for my dad one anniversary of his death ? Should play favorite music watch his favorite movies eat his favorite meal or plant his favorite flowers or plants look at photos of my dad please give ideas what should do for dad one year anniversary of his death need to know thanks for all your support of loss my dad been hardest 9 months of my life 
I can't believe been 9 months on 13th that you died
Grief & Loss / by countrygirl9988
Last post
 August 30th
...See more You have miss out on 9 months without you miss on Thanksgiving your birthday your anniversary to mom miss Christmas miss your grandson 6th birthday miss out new year did not get see 2024 start you miss out on Easter my brother birthday mother day father day my birthday your granddaughter 3th birthday July 4 you miss on your wife 70th in September you miss so many important sad that miss out see your grandson graduation kinderation he start first grade on Tuesday been hard 9 months get hard went that put your stone in ground going be harder went hit one year been gone in November 13 we all miss you so much we love  you with all are hearts 4ever 
My thoughts about my dad
Grief & Loss / by countrygirl9988
Last post
 August 11th
...See more Dad I am so thankful for all memories we shared together I only wish you were here to make more the loss of my father will alway be sting but not everything that do is In honor of him and celebrate his life dad you guide hand on my shoulder will remain with me forever you may not be with me anymore but my love for you will never die I miss you dad and taught me everything about life you taught to love taught me to walk and to talk to ride my bike to drive car you taught to work hard in life taught me love my family and take care of my family you taught to love and you were my first love before met my soul mate been with him 13 half years you and mom taught me real love is and do anything have you back in my life I love you big man I love you pops I  miss you pops everyday you are in my heart forever 
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