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It's been about two months since I got to talk to her about everything and anything. There's this void that no one can ever fill but only HER... I wish I was there, I wish I could talk to her, I wish she tried harder, all of it has no value now, why? Coz she's gone... she's not here with me anymore... I wish I could just hug her and say "it's okay suhani I'm here.." but no I can't, why? Coz she's gone..forever
Only she knew who I was I don't think anyone could ever be her. I miss you suhani, I miss you so much. Everyday all I wish is wherever you are, you're happy and at peace because this cruel world never really deserved someone so pure like you... And I hope you forgive me for everything I did
Above I'd like to thank you for always being ther for me, for making me realise how much I deserve in this world ik you feel like you weren't enough for me but trust me you were, you are and will always be everything to me!!! I miss you so much ik you can't read this or come back but I just want a place where I get to say things no one really wants to listen yk or I don't get to talk about
Thank you for everything suhani, I'll always love you!!!!( ✿ ^ ‿ ^ )
@ItsOkayMillie This hits home for me because I myself have lost loved ones suddenly. I don't know if the circumstances are the same, that doesn't really make a huge difference. At the end of the day, they are gone and we cannot talk to them. Talking to others about it helped me through the struggle and knowing that other people, not just myself, have fought through and overcome the same type of grief. Also, writing. I would write letters and then burn them outside as some sort of symbolic thing.
Some I would keep. Keep your head up! I'm here to listen if you would like to talk
@JollyJumboJim hey, I really appreciate you replying I'm sorry you've had a similar experience ik how messed up it's going I'm glad you got necessary help!!
@ItsOkayMillie
Hey there, this is so bittersweet and beautiful. I hope you are doing well, and I can relate to one degree or another. I think everyone can relate to loss in some capacity, but some losses are more like losing a piece of yourself than others. Please take good care of yourself, and I can tell from your post that you are a deeply feeling, emotionally rich person who deserves to grow from this loss in the strongest ways possible. Hemmingway said that the world eventually breaks everyone, but what makes us who we are is how we put ourselves back together after <3 Make her proud!
@ThadSterling I promise to be the person she really wanted me to be I promise to work on myself and be better...not for me coz that won't happen but for her. Yk she always tried her best to make me smile even tho she was going through so much. I promise to be the best version of me. Thank you for replying it really means a lot to me!!
@ItsOkayMillie
i got to know today.
@Keith22534 I'm sorry Keith, if you want to talk about it, I'm here, alright? I'm sure fallon is having her best time rn because somewhere we all knew that the life she was living was purely cruel, she had no way out of it. It must be really hurtful to find out after so long. I hope you are well.*comfort hugs*
@ItsOkayMillie
mhmm *hugs*
@ItsOkayMillie that took alot of courage, I can hear you write that message with your whole heart. And because it was a message from the heart I believe she got to hear to read your words of love ❤❤❤ well done for being so brave, gives you a special giant festive tiny hug ❤❤
@Tinywhisper11 Thank you for your kind words. I really hope she knows how much I've always loved her. *hugs*
@ItsOkayMillie awww sweetie ❤❤ I'm sure she does know ❤❤ hugs you tightly