Back to back ancestors/angels
Deeeep exhales
eyem crying in bed like a big baybee writing this
gained my gma as an ancestor & my uncle as an ancestor.
the funerals were a week apart. I took off for my gmas since it was out of state. Came back to work after focused and ready my heart still hurts & working on clarity so I can focus while working. Today hurt even more knowing I was not able to attend my uncles funeral. Mentally eye knew being there would eat up my time before my shift/knew there was love in that room deeply.🤍🤍🤍🤍 Missing them both is tough right now. Reflecting memories of the space we shared on living earth. Doing my best to stay solid for me. Happy to let these tears flow. I need more hugs right now, I need a day at the spa to reset my whole mind & body. Every day gets better. I need a moment of peace. Some extra peace of mind.
*deep exhales*
@Lenaye8 Hey there <3 we all cry like a big baby sometimes, life can be cruel and the grief of losing two people so close by is not easy to handle. How can our heart just accept all that is not here right now so soon<3 but I'm so glad that you're allowing your tears to flow while also keeping your heart strong.
Physical distance hurts but it has no effect on the love we share cause the people we love will always be close to us and safe in our hearts forever.
I hope everyday you keep finding some peace and that it helps you heal. Take your time and yep a day at the spa sounds relaxing :) I hope you get to do that.
Thank uuu oh so much for the deep reminder on the heart space. Keeping my heart strong is the source of my love for them always. 🤍🤍🤍
@Lenaye8 That's very nice<3 Hope you're doing okay<3
Today is better 💛💛 was able to just rest up on sunday it truly helped, today is better not as sad