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Deeeep exhales

eyem crying in bed like a big baybee writing this

gained my gma as an ancestor & my uncle as an ancestor.

the funerals were a week apart. I took off for my gmas since it was out of state. Came back to work after focused and ready my heart still hurts & working on clarity so I can focus while working. Today hurt even more knowing I was not able to attend my uncles funeral. Mentally eye knew being there would eat up my time before my shift/knew there was love in that room deeply.🤍🤍🤍🤍 Missing them both is tough right now. Reflecting memories of the space we shared on living earth. Doing my best to stay solid for me. Happy to let these tears flow. I need more hugs right now, I need a day at the spa to reset my whole mind & body. Every day gets better. I need a moment of peace. Some extra peace of mind.

*deep exhales*