ramblings of a lonely mind..
seeing all these journal threads around and decided i'd like one of my own ...just gonna come to vent as needed.
currently thinking about my anxiety getting the better of me. been putting off going to the doctor because im too afraid of having to call and set the appointment. i miss being able to do everything online like with my old one. it was so simple and no stress. tell myself each week that im gonna make the call and even though it weighs on my mind i never call. saying it again tonight since a fresh week starts tomorrow. it needs to be done and i have to push through it. hoping i make myself proud and get it over with. its so crazy that i put so much pressure on phone calls and they end up being more manageable than i let myself believe.