idk what to say tbh . I'm not good.
@YourCaringConfidant
Hey, how are you doing buddy? This is kind of a check in but mostly just some space for me and you since our friendship had grown. Lmao. ❤️❤️
To be honest it's hard to talk to any listener and yk I can't even cope. I don't even like venting on anyone. Just feeling really lonely to be honest. Sitting in the darkest of days recently. Things went downhill recently .... Last week was terrible. The week before that was a good week. Lmao. Anyways.. hope your okay.
I just want you to know that I care about you and your PAT posts are beautiful!
Bunny 🐇
hi Desiree,
i was thinking about you. just wanted to ask how are youuuu? I wanted to thank you again for the appreciation and the poem. your the best.
@amiableBunny4016 No need to thank me, Bunny. Save it and reread it as often as you need in order for it to sink in. You are such a sweet heart and I just want you to fully know how amazing you are. :) I am doing well. Thanks for asking. Hope you have a great day, Bunny.
@amiableBunny4016
Hey Bunny, I am trying out some other ways to do graphics (using a link Sun gave me) and trying it out for the first time. Lol. This is for you. <3
Bunny, consider that a shower for you so I can put I dropped one on you. I think it will make Fristo glad seeing gratitude rains being utilized. <3
@YourCaringConfidant
ah, desiree..... i wish i could just... leave. im having a meltdown. ive lost my temper over my brother. i hate myself. my mom and dad are gone. i dont know where they have left. i dont know what to do with myself. im breathing so hard ..... its hard to even take words.
@amiableBunny4016 First and foremost, are you and your brother ok and safe? Breathe Bunny. I know you are a teen but you are just a kid yourself. No one expects you to be perfect. Breathe. Calm it because nothing good comes from being a hot head. Get your temper under control and just know you are not a bad person. Hugs! ♡
@YourCaringConfidant
bunny shut the door on him. i couldnt help it. my parents have left me in a state where i cant control myself properly. i dont know what words came out of my mouth. i cant remember what i said to him. but whatever it was , it wasnt good. i didnt even eat breakfast. i just lost it. i dont know. my parents have left the house. idk where they went. they just left us here.
@amiableBunny4016 Awww Bunny. Don't be so hard on yourself. At the end of the day... we all know just how much you love your brother and how special he is to you. You don't have to be perfect to love someone. When you calm down, forgive yourself. Then go to him and ask him for forgiveness. Your his big sister. Your job is to protect him. I don't know what all you go through or what your emotionally state is right now, but I'm going to pray for you and him. Don't let your temper lose sight and focus. Let your love when. You can make mends, that's the good thing. ♡ But right now, breathe. Make sure you and him are safe and free of harm and don't forget how amazing you are. Be kind to yourself, your brother, and others. Sending a hug your way. ♡♡
@YourCaringConfidant
Oh Desiree...... we just let the world be this way for now. maybe there will be a way out of me. i pulled alot together over the years... tried to fix relationships but it didnt work. sometimes all we do is survive and thats enough. But anyways... thank you for all your support. I cant tell you how much it means to me at this horrible time. Thank you for being here when i needed it the most
@amiableBunny4016 Aww, you are so welcome. I'm glad I was able to be there for you through the forums. ♡
Hey Desiree,
Just wanted to let you know you are wonderful and beautiful. ALso thank you so much for helping me out on the Spread a flower thread so here is something for you!
Wohooo!
always gotta find something to make you smile!
Bunny
Awwww, thank you for my pretty flowers! Thank you, Bunny. They are soooo pretty! No problem. I definitely love that thread 🌼 and think it is a wonderful project that can continue! So many amazing people deserve flowers!
@YourCaringConfidant
🤧❤️❤️❤️❤️beep boop. Thank youuuu. How are u doing by the way :o
@amiableBunny4016 Hey lovely Bunny. I am doing fine. :) I really appreciate you always checking on me, lol, but I assure you, my sweet Bunny, Desiree is fine. I've been doing this life thing over 30 years, lol. So even on rough days, I am fine. I try not to get strung up on the bad things because I know I have entirely too many blessings in life to be held down. I love that you think of me enough to ask of my well-being. It means a lot to me. You are just the sweetest! <3
@YourCaringConfidant
Awwww Desiree! So resilient and beautiful . Beep boop xD. Bunny has become hyper at 1am. 😭Lol.
You don't always have to be fine . I know your just so so wonderful and grateful but it's ok to have bad days and I love you okay? 😭❤️❤️❤️
Blob. Bleep. Blaap.
Please do enjoy the bunny songs on your way out!
*Sends radio with you*
*Sends love and appreciation hour way*
I should really be sleeping 😴.
@YourCaringConfidant
Noooooooo nooooo nooooo.
Let me explain why this is not needed xD I don't know what's got into your mind.
@YourCaringConfidant
Desireeeeee aaaaaa... Bunny got a bit sensitive for 5 minutes last night. But seriously Desiree I always know you write your messages with good intentions and your message was beautiful Desiree. You made me feel alot more confident. Bunny loves you so so so so much xD. And that last forum I wrote was NOT directed at you. It was to most of my friends at school who talk weird things and to some teenies 😭😭😭you don't need to apologise. Tough love is okay Desiree. My dad taught me about tough love once upon a time when my family was happy. xD 😛 Desiree.. your a true inspiration to me and seriously.. your the sweetest person I've ever met. Now no more apologising. Bunny can never be mad at you. I love you so much. Quack! You want bunny hugs? Come hereee ❤️❤️
Today is the day! It's your very special day! Yayyyyy! And you know what that means-- it's time to party!
Here! It's time to put on your party hat, birthday girl!
Ready to see your decorations? Close your eyes! And nooooo peeking! 👀
Look how pretty! Nothing but the best for the sweetest Bunny around!
Now it's time for one of the best parts of a party! Cccccaaaaakkkkkeeee! Yay! Don't let the outside fool you, this cake is delicious! Grab a plate; I've even cut you the first slice but there is plenty left to share with all your friends!
I hope you're birthday party has been going well. You are such an amazing person-- so sweet and special-- so you deserve the absolute best!
Now it's time to open your gift! Get ready, Bunny!
Here's some pretty balloons to make you smile!
And here's a special gift from me to you. Desiree cares for Bunny so much and thinks she deserves all the best. I know PAT and all your friebds here is going to take every opportunity to appreciate and ❤️ you but I had to too.
This is for you, Bunny. Hope you love it.
I hope you enjoy your birthday. Have a beautiful day!
@amiableBunny4016
@YourCaringConfidant
awww. Desiree. your so sweet. I love you so so so much.❤️ Your amazing and so so sweeet. This is the most beautiful birthday surprise i could ever ask for :') your being way too nice. i love the graphics and the messages and everything. This is beautiful Desiree. More beautiful than you think. I love it. Also i did realise our birthday was in the same month . I love this Desiree. its beyond words to describe, you always try to find ways to make me smile. hehe. its a new beginning for me. thank you so so so so much Desiree. I love this <3 <3 You are just fantabulous! So so sweet of you! This is just....... aaa.... i cant find words to thank you. I love you so so much and I appreciate you for this.
Bunny
@YourCaringConfidant
I am so so *** sorry Desiree. I owe you an apology. Life has been *** *** recently because of so many suicide attempts and I couldn't reply to all your appreciations and posts and im so *** stupid. I have been in tears too many times and trying to just... breathe. I just want you to know that i love you so so much and you mean so much to me. You have been there for me every time and I am more than grateful to have you in my life, its not even possible to put into words. Your an amazing, lovely, supportive and just fantabulous person Desiree. Your appreciations always make me cry and you always put a smile on my face. You are beyond words Desiree, you have put so much bright light in my life and I promise. I will get back to you when i Can. I hope life brings so much more happiness and love to such a fantastic and caring person. I dont think i can ever find such a loving person ever. Thank you Desiree. For everything. Your appreciations, your posts, everything about you, even your personality and your kind beautiful heart, its just amazing. I hope you know how special you are in my life. You are so so much more than you think Desiree. You are one of the most creative, colorful, most positive people I know in my life. Your kindness is a glimmer of hope in the skies that speaks the truth . Your a flashing light in the darkness. Spreading it everywhere you go. Love ya Desiree. *sends hugs if okay*
<3 <3 <3
Bunny
@amiableBunny4016
You didn't think I would forget about you now did you? 😜
Bunny, I can't tell you what to do. It's your life, I know. But I wouldn't be a friend to you if I didn't tell you that your life is valuable and precious. And that your life has meaning. And that you were meant to be here. Please Bunny, stop harming yourself. It saddens me knowing you think you are better off without life in you. You are so special to me, sweet Bunny. Whatever you are going through now will not always be. The hurt and pain now will eventually heal. In just a few short years, you will be a young adult and life can be whatever you make it to be. Stay strong, sweet Bunny. Please don't give up hope. The world will be a sad place without you in it. The world is better with you on it. Sending a great big hug to you. Please cherish your gift of life because we only get one. You are irreplaceable. ♡
@YourCaringConfidant
Well, its been a while. Just popped into say hi . Well i slowly faded away from forums for a while and from 7cups but its all going okay. A little bit of chaos but im okay. How are youuuu? i have missed talking to you so so so so so so much. ❤️ love ya Desiree *hugs*. I was thinking about you today <3 *sends hugs if okay*
Bunny
@amiableBunny4016 It's totally OK if you need to fall back and take a break. Just know Desiree will always be right back here whenever you return. I hope you are being kind to yourself. You are so special. Thanks for thinking of me, sweet Bunny. Love and hugs sent your way. ♡
@YourCaringConfidant
your new pfp looks so sweet just like you! haha! *sits with you* awwww thank you!
@amiableBunny4016 Aww thank you. I found it on Google and thought it was perfect for me. :) You are soooo kind!