idk what to say tbh . I'm not good.
@YourCaringConfidant
Hey, how are you doing buddy? This is kind of a check in but mostly just some space for me and you since our friendship had grown. Lmao. ❤️❤️
To be honest it's hard to talk to any listener and yk I can't even cope. I don't even like venting on anyone. Just feeling really lonely to be honest. Sitting in the darkest of days recently. Things went downhill recently .... Last week was terrible. The week before that was a good week. Lmao. Anyways.. hope your okay.
I just want you to know that I care about you and your PAT posts are beautiful!
Bunny 🐇
@YourCaringConfidant
Your making me cry again 🥺🥺🥺
Like sun says I need to let it sink in. I can feel the redirecting and self doubt but I'll try to push it.
Maybe Desiree (yes I'm talking to you) should also S M I L E . ❤️ I wonder how Desiree is doing? 😃
D e s i r e e
+
B u n n y
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7 c u p s
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Kindness
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love
=
F a m I l y
Love,
Bun bun
@YourCaringConfidant
please can Desiree tell me where she gets her awesomeness and kindness and love and beauty from? hey? Desiree...... I ......... literally...... cannot....... put....... into...... words......... sometimes.........
anyways...... my dark days come and go and thats okay i guess. and....... i- just loved your scrabble. literally your little helper is so so kind to help you with that. i absoloutely adore it. scrabble is fun. you know why?
because if you take the "less" away from the hopeless. it because hope. and then add the "full"
hopeful.
because if you take away the "un" from the unkind and add a "ness" it becomes
kindness.
thats why i love scrabble. because words change.
anyways....
please do excuse this stupid post. i literally cannot format things properly....i hope your doing okay tho Desiree. I also have a little something lol. Dunno if you will like it. but....... here we go...... so you know how i love poetry right? This one is for your kindness .
Desiree
When we have the desire to do something...
we do it.
you also did it.
you had the desire to spread kindness.
you had the desire to be brave and strong.
you had the desire to be the influence you wanna be.
you had the desire to love and to be.
you had a desire to show what kindness truly means.
you had the desire to be Desiree.
to be you.
you showed me....
and many other young people....
that the world can shine light.
and i couldn't believe my sight.
with the colours, you spread.
and the joy you filled my heart with.
and we come and go.....
and the days lightened up.....
and we follow the direction that life takes us.
where is my next destination?
but i have enough to keep going.
Because someone gave me hope.
Someone told me i could do it.
so thank you.
love,
bunny
@amiableBunny4016 I promise I will get back to you with your sweet poem. :) Thanks for taking the task to do my note for the new smile spreaders. Can you please include this in your posting when you create it? My little helper wanted to volunteer too and made this for them. Thanks Bunny.
well Desiree i actually really do apologise about that post on PAT it got messed up. i tried. lmao. its not the greatest and im not so talented. but yes, im sorry.
@amiableBunny4016 How did you mess it up? It was delivered BEAUTIFULLY! Thank you. If I wanted it delivered any other way I would have did it myself. When I seen you took the task, I knew it would be amazing. It was amazing because you are amazing. The graphics beautiful. I do not see a mess up on your end. Job well done. And thanks for including my kid's picture. I showed her and she was happy. Lol. ♡ Thanks most sweetest Bunny.
@YourCaringConfidant
heya,
you okie Desiree? Me not see you in long time so I just wanted to ask. ❤️
Never forget how amazing you are ❤️
Take your time to reply. Here for you
Bunny
@amiableBunny4016 Hi 🐰, thanks for checking on me. I'm just going through some health issues at the moment and my body is trying to fight it off and get my fevers under control. I will be fine though so just falling back some until I'm back my regular self. ♡ Thanks for being so compassionate and thinking of me. Hope you are well, 🐰. You are just the sweetest.
@YourCaringConfidant
Oh dear, I'm so sorry to hear that. Your health is so important. Bless you. I hope your taking care of yourself! and Keep fighting! I will always be thinking about you. You are so strong, and I hope you get better as soon as possible. Wishing you good health and speedy recovery. We love you Desiree! Of course , I think about you. I am all well and good thank you. Take care of yourself lovely Desiree.
Love , Bunny
@amiableBunny4016 Because of that, that is why you are the sweetest, most special Bunny around! Thank you for all the love. You are truly amazing.
@YourCaringConfidant
Well, I dont know whats going on but you know... i cant forget about you and leave you like this so here we go......
@amiableBunny4016 Was scrolling FB and came across this poem. I read it and instantly thought of you. Please read this, 🐰. I hope you have a great day. ♡ Hugs.
@YourCaringConfidant
Ah Desiree 💜💜🥺beautiful poem. I actually have read this before. Funny thing is read it backwards and it's complete opposite. 💜One of my friends from cups pointed out what happens if I read this poem backwards! 💜Thank you so much for the reminder ilysm! I'm kinda in hospital right now and this made my day!
Idk if this forum will poof or what. But I wanted to share cos I trust you. Lmao.
Tw/suicide
Here is a little life update:
The other night I tried to finish myself (yk what I mean). I ended up in a serious crisis and ive ended up in hospital . You don't even know how stupid I am to try and you all could have lost me. But anyways.. that's what I've been up to.
Hope your getting better .
I love ya Desiree.
Bunny
@amiableBunny4016 Omg Bunny, please NOOOO!!! PLEASE NOOOO!!! I promise whatever you are facing right now in life is only TEMPORARY! Things won't always be this way! The pain will stop. Bunny, you are too valuable. Too important. Too sweet. Too kind. Too beautiful. Too precious. It breaks my heart to know this. Oh my heart. Do you not know how important you are? You can't be replaced. You can't come back from a permanent action. Bunny, I'm not going to lecture you, but please know that you are cared about. I hope and pray you recover and heal from the inside out. I will be praying for you right now. Get well, Bunny! Hugs!
@YourCaringConfidant
I dont mind lectures. lmao. I'm fine. tho everyday feels like more pain. I still cant believe what i did. maybe bunny is too valuable. Too important. Too sweet. Too kind. Too beautiful. Too precious that bunny got saved. 😭 i cant say anything much right now because im in a bit of pain but i just want you to know that i love you. I will be in this place for another week probably. 😭 lol, anyways, thank you. and Im here for you any time.
I will continue with PAT and stuff whilst im here.
@amiableBunny4016 Your life has purpose and meaning-- even at 13! You were put here for a reason, Bunny. I'm glad you were saved as, clearly, it was not your time to go. Please next time you feel the way you do, please reach out to someone. Suicide is a permanent thing. I know in the moment it seems like you just want to rid the pain buy think about the pain others will feel. You have a whole brother that needs you. People that love and care for you. I said a prayer for you and I hope you come out of all this learning something. Please take care of yourself.
@YourCaringConfidant
Aww ❤️Thank you! Okay actually forget what's happend to me lol. In surviving in this hospital 😃I was missing you!!!!
😃Talking of pain, how is your health goingg? I know you weren't very well. I hope your doing okay now.
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@amiableBunny4016 I'm feeling drastically better. Thanks for asking!
