Tool
Just realized I'm a tool all my life. I'm a tool for someone's else desire to win, desire to lust, desire to get validation from others. But all I wanna do is be free and live... When I was a young kid, my family turned toxic and decided to put every responsibility of loving me to my sister, which outweighed her in her childhood years and later only to be set free by her boyfriend. I'm the very reason why she and a few other person suffers and the very least valuable thing in the world, cause I always get hurt, take the wrong turn and become depressed for it.
@andrewtan99 I am sorry to hear how these experiences made you feel. You have been through a lot, especially carrying so much responsibility on your shoulders. It is overwhelming and heavy. What would it mean to you if you didn't have to carry this weight anymore?
It would mean I will be able to live like the cool kids.
@andrewtan99 a toxic family is not a nice thing to have to grow up with🙁 I'm sorry all that happened. the damage caused by childhood can take over our lives 🙁 but you know if your gonna be a tool, make sure your the best tool in the shed. Your in control now ❤ gives you a giant tiny hug ❤❤ I hope your ok
Thank you.