Thinking of leaving cups. Again.
Lately I’ve been messing up a lot in the rooms and just on 7cups, in general. I’m not doing well in my roles. I annoy people and mess everything up in the rooms. I think I’ve upset some teenie friends of mine… So… (':
I’m not doing okay in general.
7cups used to be a place where I could receive support from close friends and give back. I could be there for others too, even if I’m not the best at supporting I’ve tried. Idk anymore.
I don’t feel like I can ‘survive’ without cups. but at the same time… I feel so aware now of how much I’ve been messing things up, and how my presence here isn’t good for other members/listeners.
I’m sorry… Idk what to say or feel or idk at this point.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i really want to acknowledge you for stepping up and sharing this. I couldn’t agree more with what’s already been said. First of all, you are human, just like the rest of us. And just like the rest of us, you will make mistakes. What sets people apart is how they handle the mistakes.
also it is 100% ok to take a break. Or to step back. You know your limitations better than anyone. So honor yourself by saying it’s ok to do what’s right for you!
hi ni love! i haven’t even met you for so long but you’re the best. :) *sending very tight huggies*
if you did leave i would miss you dearly. but i also know you comes first. mental health and how you feel about everything comes first. so whatever you decide i support your decision! while we probably all will miss you terribly you are your own person:)
ni you’re so cheerful and happy when i talk to you and i love you so so much!/p
keep being your wonderful self
@LoveMyMoonflowers Wishes for Ni, we are with you in anything that's best for you 💙 And you are doing awesome as a kindness project team member. One of the things you've done well is taking a self-care break when you need to. I love talking to you always and have wishes for your good future!