Self care for Naomi 💕
Hi Naomi! Its Axtyn as you can see :b
I thought i would leave this forum just to check in on you and leave you notes every once in a while to make sure you're staying okay and taking care of yourself during this really hard time
I made this to show you how much you are loved, cared for, and how much more you truly deserve.
This rough patch will pass, honey. It may take time and it may seem so so hard, but it will pass, and i hope this forum just brings a little smile to your face every now and then! Hugssss 💕 @Nomifordays
@Nomifordays
Hey girl! Sorry i disappeared for a few weeks, was having some trouble with my account :')
How are you? Its totally been a minute but i promise im still here <3
@Axtyn
Hi axy welcome back! no need to be sorry (: and yeah its been a minute or two lol
eh im getting by. hru tho?
@Nomifordays
Aw by the way i love your pfp. Im glad you're getting by, slow steps, right? Im alright, thank you ❤❤
@Axtyn
aww thanks. i used to have peppa pig pfp lol.
yeah small steps. And im glad ur alright!! (:
@Axtyn
hey. its been awhile. hru? I'm always here for u if u wanna talk abt anything
@Nomifordays
Aww hii Naomi! Thank you so much for checking in <3 Im okay, thank you for asking
And of course im always here for you too. How has everything been lately?
@Axtyn
no problem. anytime.
everything has been going by very chaoticly I guess but it'll be fine. thanks :')
yeah i hope they make sense soon. ty (:
Hola axy! I've been thinking about you all morning ( in the least weird ways possible lol) but anywhooooo I wanted to drop some would u call it wise? Nope lets go with encouraging words lol. I love you so da!n much and you deserve the world so its the least I can do.
First lets start with quotes bc I'm just your average auntie with quotes on everything 😃
Friendship is the hardest thing in the world to explain. It’s not something you learn in school. But if you haven’t learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven’t learned anything.” — Muhammad Ali“
Happiness can be found even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.” — Dumbledore
The point I'm trying to make here is that ik that you're going to find your people. You are awesome and amazing and smart and kind and anybody who can't see that, screw them. You're like one of the few people I actually find interesting and like fun and like idk entertaining lol. Anyways I get that it hurts and that its confusing and hard and frustrating but damn axy you're so strong yk? Never let anything get you down ok? And if it does I'll still be here by your side cheering you on. Never give up because you have so so so so so much going on for you, very good and bright things in fact. ✨✨✨✨
Anxiety and coping is hard but dude like man you're going to get through it yeah? Small steps. Ilysm axtyn, Keep your chin up and don't let these people get to you (:
@Nomifordays
Ahh its my sweet friend! Hii naomiii! Omg you are simply the sweetest 😭 thank you so much for dropping by! I love you too much and this honestly means SO much to me!
Ahh i lovee Muhammad Ali!! Thank you soo much for the lovely quotes
Your words honestly made my day, thank you soo soo much, Naomi! Thank you for listening, for being the most amazing friend, for taking the time out to write this for me! Thank you for being the most fabulous you there is ! I love you too much! Thank you thank you thank youuu
Now how are you girl? How have you been coping? Honest answers only please- i do expect some detail :')
@Axtyn
Im so glad that I was able to make your day :') And ofc I'm happy to listen to you and be there for you always yeah? I meant it all though truly and really no need to thank me 💙
Ah Im alive. im coping but idk how to explain its complicated. But dw about me really I'm fine :') Thank you for asking <3
@Nomifordays
Aww Noami, im sorry to hear you arent well- please always remember that i truly care and im always always here to listen <3
@Axtyn
really? its ok to talk? thanks sis I appreciate it so damn much 💙
Just alot to process atm and my few brain cells cant keep up. I've been up for two days on energy drinks and adrenaline so yay that's fun :') I am getting thin and people are like you need to eat your too skinny and my sick brain is like "omg dude look at that! Your work is paying off. Keep up the good work and you'll be even MORE skinny and more happy. " idk its dumb. and then Riley and Mr Griffin is increasing their ongoing bull and I got these so realistic delusions of ma and yadda yadda yadda, blah blah blah sooo yeah life is great. Im great 😃.
Sorry.
@Nomifordays
Girl i made this thread for you to talk! Ofc its okay
I hear you, it sounds like you haven't been sleeping much; that can definitely affect your emotions as to remain stable we need to consistently keep up with our normal day-day lifestyle. Have you been eating enough, Naomi? Sometimes when we don't sleep and we're overly stressed that could also lead to weight loss. No one should be making those sick comments about anyone, I'm so sorry ): More skinny most definitely doesn't equate to more happy- that is horrible!! It sounds like the people in your life really haven't gotten better at the slightest. Any new updates on them? I understand, when I was grieving I had lots of delusions of the person Have you been able to speak to anyone about them? Don't be sorry at the slightest. I love you soo much, Naomi, and I'm here for you forever <3
@Axtyn
No, I haven't really been eating much for awhile now. its how I fell this morning on my run cause I had got dizzy and tripped. And idk ik its bad but I feel like I'm not idk like I'm not pretty or that kinda stuff.
The delusions I'm how to explain but it feels so real like the knocking and the talking and her singing it feels so real and its like i forget what happened and think that I was just imagining her being gone but really its all just in my head yk? If i told anyone irl about this they'd think I'm going crazy so I've just been shrugging it off.
And the the people in my life idk. Riley bruised my hip. And Mr. Griffin? He just needs help. Mentally help bc there's no way i could use someone body like that and not feel bad or insane or gross but yeah 😃
@Nomifordays
Ooh i hear you. I'm sorry you're struggling with eating ): I understand completely, we all cope with loss in different ways and it sounds like she often comes to you which is understandable and must be quite startling. Damn Riley doesnt seem to ever get any better. Im also so sorry to hear about the other person. It sounds like youre going through a very hard time ):
I hope you feel better soon, Naomi <3
@Axtyn
( Im like 95% sure its ur birthday but even of its not I still mean every single word ❤)
Hiiiiiii! Happy birthday!! People usually don't say this people on their birthday but I'm so so so so so proud of you for making it thus far. I know it's hard and that it's not right but yk i get it. I just want to send you the best wishes and a happy 16!
Growing up is hard yk? getting older and stuff but ik wherever you go that you are going to do amazing things :') ilysm. you're like one of my best friends and I'm sorry if that sounds weird or stuff but yeah (: You are so sweet and kind to me and you're always looking out for me and helping me even if when you're not at your best and those are great qualities to have. You are always making an effort to be there for everyone and I admire you so much for that.
Again happy birthday ✨✨✨✨🎂🎂🎂
love, Naomi
@Nomifordays
Ohh em geee- thank you SOOO muchhh naomiii!!! You are simply just the sweetest and you mean soo much to me and are 100% one of my bestest friends 😭💗
You totally made my day! I loveee you so much!!
I hope you are well 💗
cakeee 🍰🍰🍰
@Axtyn
:o no need to thank me I was just spitting straight fa it's lol :') but fr it's the least I could do 😃
im so glad I made your day ilyt ❤
im okay thanks :') now go watch some peppa pig Suzy 😉
(lol Idl why I put a wink emoji but I'm just gonna keep it there 😭😭) anyways yeah lmao
o// Axy. So we haven't really talked as much lately like we used to, and for that I apologize buttt I was thinking about you and so yeah 😀
how are you holding up? how's life been treating you?
ilysmmmmm never forget that ok?
whoops forgot to tag you
@Axtyn
@Nomifordays
awe naomiii
hiii sweetie! im alright thank you so much for asking!
how have you been holding up? everything alright?
i love you mosttt! and this threat is always always always always open for you sis <3
@Axtyn
ofcc, u sure ur okay? im not suggesting ur not, just making sure.
im getting by, thanks 😃
really hope ur doing alright and I'm here if u ever wanna talk about anything