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Hey @LoverOfTheOcean it's Navy, glad we get to chat here! Looking forward 😊
@LoverOfTheOcean thank you so much!! 💙 It is soooooooooo hard to deal with applications. You provide everything and they need more and more until you exhaust yourself. These days I am ending up feeling overwhelmed with a lot on my plate. My teachers give me work, homeworks, applications....... thanks for asking about my ocean! I'm really just sailing through the stress 💙
That's understandable. Building a deep and loving bond doesn't happen with everyone and if you are not feeling it, that's totally okay! We cannot force anything and he shouldn't do it to you either. Have you been able to communicate it with him? I hope things are sorted out with him ❤️💙
It's nice to know you are slowly vibing the second guy though. His "I love you"s are getting to a crazy level but I hope it is not a red flag 😖 and I do agree that without meeting in real life, it's so hard to understand somebody. Is he the only guy you are seeing right now? Haha I understand that sexy pictures make us feel more confident about ourselves! I'm glad you're feeling good about yourself!! This is so amazing 😀
Omgggggggggggggg a new apartment ocean!! This is like a dream come true 💙💙❤️❤️ I really understand your stress because somehow even I am in the same place! I really hope you can manage and cope with everything without getting burned out! That's number one. Oh no..... I'm so sorry your period stopped! It is probably the stress you know? I had that happen once like five years or six years back. The doctor gave me a set of medication for five days, and I magically got it at the end of the fifth day. Let me know if you visited the doctor and what happened about it!!
As for my life, I'm really doing this or that and stick within my work. The overwhelm gives me the anxiety sometimes but I tend to work through it without spending time being more anxious! I just want to get over with the set of work I have at this moment and then hopefully I can manage other works a bit better. A nice news from my end is that the places I am applying to are outside of my country, so if any of this is successful then I get a chance to study abroad. Isn't that really cool? 😊 And if not then I still have a good chance of studying in my own country which I also believe I will create my own kind of success in. I'm doing my best at being positive and keeping faith, these two are my top concerns on a personal level. I just don't want to roam around feeling like I won't get anywhere and there's no God (I'm religious, don't know if I told you before!)
How are your plants by the way and how is this week going for you? I'm sooo looking forward from you! We got three plats at my own home and I love watering them every single morning. They're growing because of us, that's super fun to know 💙
I hope you are doing really really well! I am looking forward from you Ocean 💙💙💙💙
Hi @navyAcai8433 how are you? It's very understandable that your stressed due to everything on you plate. Hope you're doing well 💙
Haven't talked about it with him yet, we're planning to meet next Sunday. I'll tell him then. As for the other guy. We still haven't met irl yet. He needs time, and also had a conversation today where he said he's not ready. And doesn't want to let me down or anything. He's struggling with his mental health atm, some stuff happened in his family as well, which had an impact on him too. Which is very understandable. And I'm willing to give him time. He did say he wasn't going anywhere though. And does want to meet up eventually. I gave him some options for the next month and told him to look into it if he's able to meet one of those days. I'm not expecting him to pick a date and go with it, I just want him to know that I still wanna meet up and see where this goes. As for the question if he's the only one I'm seeing. Well you know the Esteban story (not sure if I've mentioned his name), but like I said, I'm meeting him next Sunday to tell him I think we should just be friends. And do you remember Denny? The guy who I went on a few dates, who told me he found the silences hard? Well, he contacted me again. Saying he didn't give me a fair chance and if I would be still willing to do fun stuff together. I'm okay with that, did tell him that it would be a friendship. I'm not ruling out if there's more room for it to be more than that, but told him that it's not likely gonna happen. Or at least atm. He agreed, so we're on the same level on that.
I didn't go to the doctor for my period. It came eventually, it's just very slow the past months. I'm trying not to focus on it, but it's hard really.
How's it going with the applications? That's very exciting to study abroad! Yes, you will create your own success no matter what! No, I don't believe you've told me religious. But good to know 😊 Personally I'm not, but I'll make sure to remember, and do tell if I say anything that makes you uncomfortable or anything.
Ohh love to hear your loving to take care of your plants! Hope they're doing well too! As for my plants, I've been a bit neglectful lately... I'm tired a lot. Even let a few plants die... but other plants are thriving so that's good I guess😅
Haven't had much energy lately, it's a lot of everything atm. Gotta get used to a new rhythm I guess. I'll be okay. If everything goes right I'll be in my new apartment by next month!
How have you been? Any exciting news? Or anything else you'd like to share with me? Hope you're doing well! Looking forward to hear from you Navy💙💙💙
@LoverOfTheOcean thank you so much for your kind words! 😊
Oh I hear you! It seems like the guy from before is back in your life again while the ones who you were still dealing with, one of them you would like to be friends with, whereas the other one, you are still trying to figure how it goes. That's sounding quite okay to me because dating is about checking your options and seeing who you best suit with! How have you been feeling about these guys now?
Oh I understand! I struggle with irregular periods too and I know it can be a big stressor sometimes. I hope you are doing well lately and have been in good health!
Applications have been going hard, to say the least. Going into it, I didn't know that there would be so many complications so yeah I am still applying to schools, giving tests and trying to keep my options open because many rejections may lead to some acceptances.
One of my plants died unfortunately, and it was so sad. We tried to save it but it was unable to survive. We still have two other plants, one is in good condition and the other, not so much. Oh well......... :(
Oh woww! How is your new apartment? I'm so excited for this new step in life for you and hope you will have great times in that house! Has it been overwhelming to move from one place to another? Hope to have an apartment myself sometime too!
For me, it has just been studies and studies and watching shows or going out for a break sometimes. We planned a vacation with family in December so I can look forward to that I guess 💙
How are you doing Ocean? Sending my bestestestest wishes your way and look forward from you!
Hi @navyAcai8433 how have you been? I'm not sure how I'm feeling about Stefan lately... I mean he's nice and we can have good conversations and he is supportive, but I still haven't met him irl. And past week our conversations have been more about s*xting than other topics. I also feel like sharing what's going on in his life might be hard for him? Like I have to ask very specific questions to get something out of him when I ask about his day. As for Denny, it's actually nice to talk to him again. It's not like we talk everyday, but it feels right for some reason. We wanna meet up again, when we have the time. Though it's a pretty busy month ahead due to the holidays. We'll see what happens. I also have a date on Wednesday, I think. Haven't heard from this guy since last time we spoke, but I'm gonna send him a message asking if we're still on for Wednesday.
How are the applications going? Hope you've found something. I can understand it's hard to hold on. I'm sure you'll get there though! And yes many rejections can lead to acceptences. If you never shoot your chance you'll always miss, right? I'm proud of you for doing the best you can! 💙
I'm so sad to hear your plant has died :( Although I always think when a plant dies there's room for a new one ;) I hope the other two are surviving well.
I'm very happy with my apartment. Kinda gotten used to it, though, there's still plenty of things I need to get (mostly some bookshelves and some smaller stuff that might come in handy). My mind is still a chaos because of this, but I'm managing. Also got a christmas tree, though it's still in the box hahah (yes a fake one, since I'm allergic to most real ones🙃) I still haven't found a cleaning routine for myself as well, but it takes time and so far I'm enjoying it here. So that's good :)
Are you celebrating christmas or other holidays? You said you're going on a vacation with family, I hope you have an amazing time and enjoy it a lot! Wishing you all the best and luck and joy! And I'm looking forward to hear from you as always 💙