No Internet Woes
I know this will sound so small but my internet has been out for about 4 days now... and the internet company is not sending a repairman until june 30. I am going stir crazy. I hadnt realized just how much I "self soothe" listening to calming music, watching guided meditation videos, reaching out to my friends... using the internet. I'm going stir crazy now that I suddenly have none of these tools available to me. Im using my phone data now but only have 2.5g so greatly limiting my use. I am looking desperately for "new tools" to rely on. I found a classical station on the radio that is somewhat soothing. My gaming friends accused me of lying about being without internet (why would I lie about something so dumb?) So now I feel like I lost some friends over something pretty stupid and its stressed me more. And even 7 cups has become a life line to me. I need my online "tools" . I need my NAMI zoom support group! I am thinking about buying a different phone/ plan with more data or buying a hotspot. But I am out of work, living off of very limited funds, and it would not be a wise use of my savings. We are paying 70/mo for our internet that isnt working already. What we need to do is make them fix it. but June 30??? Any advice? I am disabled. I used to go OUT more for support (to church etc) but I am having a great deal of trouble walking and am pretty much stuck at home now until I find some way to get a mobility scooter or something similar.