Isolation - I’m soooo tired from it
Hey ppl
Nobody celebrates wins but not even are there for your lows. I go to vent, I try to do stuff like study n watch but these days I’m utmost exhausted by the weight of this all. I’m so unwell. My body is tired n my mind too. Not many interactions during the day. It’s more like here n there or when I post somewhere ….
On one side of the coin is the freedom n peace cuz you also decided to cut ties w toxic ppl.
On other side of this coin is the intense loneliness, anxiety, tiredness cuz it’s all just you w yourself again …this time very drained.
It is a daily fight knowing how much you’ll face to it alone…. To have this enough strength in each mental battle, I mean I always make it through the next day trying to help myself. But I don’t want to live just to get through the day … it’s a long process of getting better for sure but I do deserve something good again. I deserve to spend it feeling good not this bad. I’m sure many of us feel the same when you face it constantly.
I don’t have much else to write or tell somebody this so here it is people🙏🏻
Let’s stay strong together💙🩵💜
(I’m laying on the bed)
@livbinny bless you ❤ I know a few others here who live in the dark, just battling on minute by minute, day by day🙁 sometimes there's nothing any one can do it say to make the situation better for you🙁 but your not alone, I hear you and I care ❤ hugs you tightly, I hope soon you can start living in the light once more ❤
