I hate me.
hi. this is just a rant by a crazy teen who’s absolutely *** up and stupid. aka… me.
:/ idk what to say lmao. my rants are always so pathetic and pointless. :') like me. pathetic. pointless. meaningless.
i just feel so done tbh. ik i’m not done, i really can’t be right now… but i’m exhausted. of this house. of my head. of myself…
ik people say kind things to me here at cups and my friends are always so sweet and caring. and i appreciate that. but tbh i don’t really believe anything kind that’s said to me or any compliments. it’s *** hard to believe. it’s *** hard. because the truth is i’m a *** and i’m messed up and there’s really nothing good about this *** aka ni.
i just… hate me so much.
- ni
@LoveMyMoonflowersh
Hi, I'm sorry that you're feeling so negative about yourself. We tend to disbelieve the good things said to us because we think they're just saying it for the sake of making us feel better. But, you're NOT what you said about yourself, and here's my justification for it:
1. You're so kind and warm to people! You give them little hugs and that's so sweet. Every time I see your little hugs it makes my heart feel warm😊
2. You are helping people so much by sending love and support. That's very meaningful!
3. Whatever you experience is valid! There's ALWAYS a reason we feel a certain emotion, so nothing is pointless. Embrace your feelings and acknowledge the reason behind it :)
@LoveMyMoonflowers been an year since this one. I just stumbled upon it. Hey, things looked pretty awful, but youre still here, right? Dont know about you, but i think thats amazing. Love you (as always) 💐
@unassumingEyes Love you too ❤️ Miss you eyes. T-T it's kind of weird to look back on this because i'm so different now. :') idk. *shrug*
@LoveMyMoonflowers miss you too like a couple million tons <3 and yeah i feel weird looking at old posts too like who was that gal 😭
@unassumingEyes fr 😭 a year can do so much to a person. Which is both comforting and a bit scary.
@LoveMyMoonflowers both comforting and a bit scary applies to alot of things in life 😀