I feel alone and it's difficult
My best friend pretty much left me, she kept making my depression sound like I choose it. She kept expecting me to flip this non existent switch and suddenly things would be better. She was the only person I trusted and now she doesn't seem to care about me anymore. I feel alone because she was the only support I had. She knew I couldn't count on my family, yet she still left. I'm heartbroken and I feel a deep sadness without her. I'm trying my best, it's just been really hard some days
I don't blame her either, I knew it was probably difficult having me as a friend because I have been depressed.
Hey! I hope you're still here. By the looks of things you feel betrayed by your friend. I'm assuming you're a female as well? Anyway the truth is these things happen. The older you get you learn not to rely too much on others and care only about the people you really have too
I went through something like this recently too, except there was romantic interest involved. I hate cliches, but time does help. I don't believe it "heals all wounds," but it does get easier to put things into perspective once you distance yourself from the situation. There are plenty of people out there who will give you the respect and support you deserve. Don't give up hope over one person.