Can’t take it anymore, tired of not getting help!!

@pixiemoog8 I hope you can find some relief. It sounds like you’re really having a hard time. I hope someone here can help with suggestions.

@pixiemoog8

It's sounds like your going through a hard time right now. I feel for your anxiety it's always that wave of pressure that adds on to daily life. I hope that you are able to find that opportunity for help and that it can ease some of that added pressure and anxiety. I understand what it's like to have sleep issues. Sleep issues alone add so much stress on life and could affect life's quality. A few months ago I was dealing with a stressful situation and I couldn't sleep. No matter what remedies I did it would cause me to lie awake in bed. Then it would be a cycle of having anxiety because of the anxiety. I really do help that you are able to get some sleep that nourishes you and rejuvenates you. I'm wishing you the best of luck ⭐ 

That's a lot to deal with for sure. Is that your first job too?

Everything you're going through should be taken seriously. There's no reason to think from this post that it's something seriously wrong with you or something, but you live the reality of what it is, and I know that anxiety and sleep issues alone can be downright unbearable, especially when people don't understand.

I know appointments are hard to get, but 5 years is ridiculous. If your mom can get you a job, maybe she can get you one. I personally don't know how I would be able to make it if I wasn't on a med for the exact issues of anxiety and sleep. It might be an easy fix or it might take a while, but it sounds like you're not getting to take the first step toward a solution, and I hope that can change.

@pixiemoog8 Have you tried talking to your mom or close people about it? If you can't meet your doctor try to meet a new one. And have you tried antidepressants or something?