Alone

I’ve been trying my best to keep going, doing all the things I need to do throughout the day while I feel this heavy weight, heavy feeling. I’m so alone and life just feels so cold and pointless.

I feel like a zombie, smiling doing all the things I need to do in the day, to get through the day.. but there’s no one in these day to day’s that I can laugh with or even just really talk to about something as little as how my day has been.

I don’t think it’s going to get better.. and honestly I’m really tired of praying and hoping that it will.

Tired of coming home to nothing.