I wish I could tell everybody that...
I wish I could tell everybody that just because I look happy, does not mean I feel happy
I wish that I could tell everyone that sometimes I am just not okay. I put on a smile and act like I am happy and fine, but sometimes I am not.
I wish I could tell everyone that my anxiety is not just "being stressed". It can bring my reality to a halt and actually has effects on other medical issues I have. It can make me physically sick.
@Pw2390
I have the same thing ik how u feel (will not exactly lol) but my anxiety and panic attacks make my Asthma worse
@Shadowhunter566
I have IBS-D so when I don't have my anxiety under control, I am incredibly ill to the point of not being able to leave my house and sometimes having to go to the ER.
@Pw2390 I know how you feel, although I tried to explain for some friends what is being an anxious person
they think that is just stress, that is easy to control, that I don't have reason to be like that
Even my family have difficulty to understand how I feel and why I avoid some situation
@Pw2390 for me, I can't interpret my feelings and thoughts well, which make everyone abandon me after a while of knowing me😔 the thing is, they don't know they missed out a lot by leaving me😒
That even though u might feel as if no one is there everyone is here and we will always care because we love you! And just know that God loves you too!
@Shadowhunter566 Amen! ; )
I'm not always super happy, and it's not their fault. That the anxiety I deal with isn't just shyness, it's much much more. That I know it annoys them when I have my friends go up to the cash register for me, but it means the absolute world to me. That even though I'm suicidal, I love all of my friends so much and don't kill myself just because of them.
To my co-workers: my happiness is all an act. I honestly have no clue where I get it from, because I'm sure as heck I'm not like this anywhere else.
To my friends: I would go to you but there aren't enough words (or, rather, one correct word) to explain how low I've been feeling.
I've been down and having issues with insecurity, I recently lost my girlfriend because of insecurities. All I want is to get better and not feel like I'm making mistakes.
I wish I could tell everybody that sometimes I'm just not happy and it's not because of them or situations. It's just a blanket of sadness that sits on my shoulders randomly, for no reason. Those are the days that I feel like I need extra care, love and patience.
@agl1990xx And I wish that people would accept that and not judge. We're all humans at the end, and we feel down at times.
I'm divorced and ok with it...I don't need anybody's sympathy...It can happen to anyone...No matter how rich, beautiful or succesful you are. No one is divorce proof. I strongly feel that it's better to stay alone and be happy than to be unhappy with someone.
I'm trying really hard to turn my life around and I feel like nobody is noticing or seems to care.
@BeingOfService It's like they expect it.
@BeingOfService but you're doing it for you right? I am proud of you! I know that any habit whether an addiction or of personality is hard to break. But I swear if you make yourself used to doing the right thing, it'll become so difficult to do wrong. Good luck. Sending loads of love xxx
I have been into an abusive relationship which destroyed me completely, saturating myself completely into him and loosing who I was once upon a time. I remember how happy and satisfied I used to be with my life, so happy and cheerful all the time with no reason but now I don't find a reason to be happy anymore, I lost myself completely..
